i'm mad!

i ate 2 sets of tuna sandwiches and i now have A LOT OF ENERGY to blog. yes, this is the 2nd post for today. i'm very super duper angry that stupid so show off de MD. they think so sart to put their name MD, MONSTER DINOSOUR ah?? you think you so clever meh? don let those who get d for malay in to that so kambang de school? those who lives in rimba want to study in moster dinosaur already very good liao lo, still call people go wat PTE study! you think you so clever can order people to study here study there meh? people got pay money, they don just study for free ma!! stupid monster dinosaur, you don't have the right to order people to do this and that! you hear that?



study singapore school also!! singapore nia ma, you think you so liao bu qi meh? don let non-singaporean study teaching course in your stupid country. sheesshh~ SO NOT FAIR! i wan to study in your stupid singapore school only want to give you face nia ah.. kambang lagi. you know what? i'm better than you, i can speak better malay than you singaporean altho i get d for malay. arghhh!!! i'm so super mad now! YOU'RE ONLY A NON-LIVING THING SCHOOL DON THINK THAT YOU'RE SO CLEVER OKAY? I CAN MOVE, CAN YOU? stupid school you can't even move!



at least UBD accept me, altho i get d for malay but she's so humble, she accept students like me. unlike you stupid kambang monster dinosaur! you better let my friends who get d for malay and is still trying to apply to study in your lousy school in okay? or else i'll call my UBD (universal bestest dinosaur) askar go attack you, you sure lose because i have the universal bestest dinosaur askar, and you stupid MD only got monkey dinosaur. stupid stupid stupid la. we're going to separate. the boyfriend is going to study overseas and i'll be staying here.



i'm now so super not in the mood to mess with you this monkey dinosaur, you better leave me alone, YOU HEAR THAT??


GOODBYE YOU MONKEY!

random post.

i'm now sneezing again, i tot i've recovered already but now i start to sneeze again. i like the feeling of sneezing, it's very funny. HAHA. i don't know how to explain. do you know that when people sneeze with their eyes close. ;)



i didn't go to work today and i think i'll continue working after 1 month. because it's very boring there. i'm just go to the office everyday and the first thing that i'll do is online and sit there until my dad comes and bring us to eat then when we come back continue online, if phone rings i'll pick it up if no one pick it up. few hours later, it's time for lunch again and we'll go have our lunch and when we come back i continue online and finally it's time to go home. i know you all sure say what kind of easy work is that? ya la, its easy i admit. sometimes if i'm in the mood i'll help the office clerk to do some work. haha. this is my working life lor.



most of my friends had already register to study in MD. it's quite a sad thing for me because i'm not going to the same school with them anymore. i'm going to UBD. for those who are going to MD, atleast they still have friends that they used to go to school together but me?? i'll have to make new friends in UBD. it's a good thing also la. my friends are going to school after chinese new year i think. and i'll be going to school on august! what am i going to do for 6 whole months? continue working lor i think. chms havent called me yet. atleast let me know whether they want to use me or not ma. hai~



i'm so bankrupt now but there's just so many things that i wanted to buy. i wanted to buy new underwear, er.. i think there's not much thing that i wanted to buy actually. only underwear lor. cuz i haven't buy any underwear since a very long time ago. most of them are very loose and have holes de. haha. i don't even know why im saying this out. oh ya, and i wanted to buy something for my valentine. hehe. wish me luck. it's a secret. muahahaha~













see see see.. so much memories. aiyo~ i miss my friends la. there are more memories inside my heart. muahahaha.. boyfriend just msg-ed me and said that he can go MD because he live in rimba, for those who live in rimba must go to PTE?? WHO SET THIS STUPID RULE?? he don wan to go PTE wa.. sheesh~ now he had no choice and had to go study overseas! suang liao la you stupid brunei! GOODBYE LA BRUNEI. MAKE ME NO MOOD CONTINUE BLOG NIA, GO DIE LA STUPID BRUNEI.


BRUNEI I HATE YOU especially you MD!

it's not what i wanted.

i went to james hon's office just now. unluckily, the teaching course in singapore is only for singaporean. and the girl ask what other courses i like, then i say secretary and she laughed and say secretary no need study one, only follow your boss around and learn stuff. -____-"

THAT GIRL SPOIL MY DREAM OF STUDYING OVERSEAS!

then my dajie's ex-teacher was there too, and she say why don try ask UBD if you want teaching course, then my face terus unhappy, i really really really wanted to study overseas because of certain result, i'm not sure myself also actually. then i tried to called ubd just now and told the teacher about my result (malay D) then she say can! =(

i told my mother and she was quite happy i think but i wasn't. aiyo~ you know how happy i was when i saw my results?? first i was happy because i got B for maths and geo, then second was that i got 3As and then i got D for malay.

no credit for malay = no MD i was so super happy about that, although its a D la. then who knows UBD say can study there. i'm very sad la.

the borang will be out few days later, and july is the enrolment time i think and i'll start school on august. i'm so super down. but think of the bright side, i don have to do the cleaning, washing and cooking myself. good also la. and now i'm stuck in brunei forever! no no no NO NO NO NO~~

i have no mood to continue blogging now.

bye!

28 jan 07

You.Your.Friends.And.Your.Relationships


Basic info
Name:: Judy Goh
Age::17
eye colour:: black (with black contact lens)
hair colour:: black


Bunch of randoms
time now:: 10.40am
wearing:: Blue shirt with jeans
location:: office
Last person you hugged:: baby sihui
called:: teacher hema
hi to:: dajie
bye to:: uncle berangan
kissed:: no one.
lied to:: parents
pashed:: wat is this?
broke their heart:: no one.
sung to:: baby sihui
danced with:: no one.
texted:: boyfriend
laughed at:: home
laughed with:: myself (im not crazy, im just happy with my results)
threw stuff at:: no one.
crushed on:: boyfriend.
got mad at:: papa
shouted at:: no one.
made up with:: don't know.
ignored:: papa.
bullied:: wu lee wen



First person you...
kissed:: my parents?
hugged:: parents
pashed:: i dont know what pashed is!
got asked out by:: my friends.
actually went out with:: friends.
got in a big fight with:: mother or sister.
ganged up on:: no one.
danced with:: friends
texted you:: DST
called you:: i forget.
IMed you:: dono.
came to your house: lynn.
invited you somewhere:: forget.
crushed on you:: no one. =(



Meaningful
do you like someone?:: yes
do you love someone?:: yes
you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: yes
who do you like?:: boyfriend
who do you love?:: boyfriend
who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?:: orang rimba.
are you lusting after someone?:: wat is lusting?
who?:: i dono wat is that.


Last thing
Hmm?why did you bother with this survey?:: cuz i was tagged by the-6a-and-still-say-not-good-de-grace-wong.


p/s: grace i tag oredi. =D

28 jan 07

mummy and sihui at senja lounge, where we celebrated mummy's birthday. in a few post back, i've said that we're going to celebrate mummy's birthday at sheraton, sorry. i tot it was suppose to be in sheraton but no, it's at riverview.

mummy and the flower i bought for her.

we went to kampung ayer. and tour around kampung ayer. this is the perpindahan in kampung ayer.

papa.

this is one of the school in kampung ayer, there's lot more.

a picture of the bomba boat. there's also police boat checking around the kampung ayer. kampung ayer is like so safety now.

see the batu in somewhere in the picture? it has something to do with a story about ayam fighting. i forget. the guy *1 hour tour guide* told us de.

guess what? there's also people having boat racing in kampung ayer le. haha. tourist can go and have a look and can also gamble. shhh... *gambling no good*

went out with teacher karen. =)

vaining.

i bought this shoes at buy and throw away shoes shop (BATA), haha, learn it from jenny. cuz when i was walking from mcD to the mall, my stupid heels broke, then i have to buy this lor. old one no go, new one no come. hehe. the shoes is nice, right? muahahah. it's MINE!

results are out oredi finally.

i got 3A 3B 1C 1D.

3A - commerce, science and account.

3B - chinese, MATHS, GEO! *got shock when i heard this*

1C - english

1D - BM * i knew it*

bye bye.

21 jan 07

this is the envelope with my cv and letter in it. i don think chms will want me anymore, cuz it's been er.. a week oredi i think.

i bought the blue bear at happystar. only $4.90. and see the black and white bag with a girl's face at the bottom? isn't it nice? i love it so much. i bought it at knic knac and it cost me $42.90. yes, i know its expensive but i like it. blehz~

i love my bag<3

love JuDY, okay? =P

21 jan 2007

i'm now listening 爱情玛奇朵, it's so nice. i love it so much. if you're searching for songs, here's some that i recommend. =D

. 爱情玛奇朵
. 苦茶
. 黑糖秀
. 大猪头


they are all songs sung by 黑涩会美眉&棒棒糖. hope my taste is the same as you all. hehe. they are all soundtrack from 黑糖玛奇朵. the movie is very nice, but most of the part is very 夸张的.

. 我们是恋爱的人　－　田欣
. 当我们宅一块　－罗志祥
. 伦敦大桥垮下来　－S.H.E
. 这就是爱 - 王心凌

random songs that i like too.






this is the family photo i've been talking about in the last few post. here it is. i'm somewhere in the photo wearing black. i'm sitting next to my grandma.





the kid that cannot sit diam diam and make all the photographers dance around.



i've submitted my cv and letter to chms, and is waiting for their reply now. i was very nervous at first, but now okay liao. my first cv and letter. i submitted it to ngok lin's relative, she told me that she will have to check with the principal whether there is any place for me first then will inform me. good luck me.



yesterday happi is going to tuition, and i have to bring her down. she hate school and of course tuition. i don't know why la, but we've ask her so many times but she always say dono. she's lazy i think. every morning when she wake up, she'll cry because she doesn't wan to go to school.



then when i bring her down to her tuition, she so lazy to carry her own bag, it's
already so light compared to her school bag. there's only 2 exercise book, a pencil case and a bottle. how heavy can it be? i told her to carry it her self but she says 'no, i don't want' then she call me to carry it for her, then i say ' no, i don't want' also. then she starts to cry already. and then my mother saw it and was very mad of it and say 'ting, you come back, i bring her go up, what kind of sister are you, carry sister's bag also don't want still say want to be a teacher and etc' then i was so mad then i quickly bring happi go up to her tuition and go. in the car of course kena say AGAIN! mother says "you cannot see one meh? every morning she wake up already cry, you carry her bag will die meh? so no 爱心　still want to be a teacher and yada yada yada" i'm so mad man!


a few days ago, she was just talking to my cousin about children always *want-want-then-people-have-to-give-them* stuff. my mother agreed that children should be like that. oh ya~ now i remember the word, SPOILT 宠坏! i tot she agreed with it so i force the stupid happi to carry her own stupid bag lor, who knows kena scolded again. then when i bring her down from the tuition, she can carry her own bag herself. everytime she go to school, i'm the one who have to carry her SUPER BIG AND HEAVY bag. i remember that when i was young, i have to carry my own bag, what about her? sheeessh~ so unfair man. her friends who are so much thinner than her can carry their own BIG AND HEAVY bag themselves. she's so much b*gger than her friends and she have to carry her own bag ma. when i tell my mother about the thin kids carry their own bag and why happi din carry her own, guess wat did she say? "cuz i scare the bone at the back will 歪掉！" i've carried my bag like for my whole life and my backbone and nothing happens to my backbone. she's just so spoiling happi and that's why happi is so *make-me-hate-her* sometimes. when she 放学，everyone carried their own bag, and i saw her carrying her own one, i asked her whether its heavy or not she said NO. see that? she said no and yet she doesnt want to carry the bag herself, she take the bag down and give it to me. walau eh~ not heavy still need me to carry. i feel so heavy myself and she said no. cant you imagine how strong she is? make me so mad when im talking about her. but sometimes when she's good, she's really good. SOMETIMES only! she cant even eat herself, she's now 7 years old. i eat myself when i was 7. all i can say is just LIFE IS SO UNFAIR! can say that i hate this part of my life.


after all the scolding, me and my sisters went out to buy present for my mother because her birthday is on this sunday. see~ i'm so good. after she scold me and i still have to go buy her a present. we bought cake, card, flower, and a ring, we'll have our dinner at sheraton because the queen loves fine dinning. where there is only a little food on a BIG plate. so not worth la, but its her birthday ma. dajie pay for the ring, i pay for the flower and may pay for the card and cake. the flower will be delivered to the queen on her birthday in the morning. it's a surprise! hope she'll like it, cuz after paying the money to my dajie (cuz she pay it first and i pay her again at home), then only i realise i should have pay for the card or the ring, cuz flower is so not worth. flower will die, when the flower die then my money gone oredi, atleast if i pay for the card, the card or the ring, it will be there forever unless if she throws it away. but nvm la, as long as she likes it and i will be happy already.






about my tamagotchi. milk died few days ago, but before he died. these are his achievements. HAHA.

. he got married.
. got a child called money. $$$
. became a scientist.


now i'm playing with money, and he fall asleep already. money is now 1 yrs old 99Lb and money is a girl. =)


i heard that the 'o' level results will be out on either 21 jan or 28 jan. or maybe within 21 jan - 28 jan. not sure yet. makes me so nervous la~ hope my results still okay. i don't have much pictures today. sorry. that is all i got. =)



i think that's all for today.
sayonara semua orang~

16 jan 07

part 2 of i want to be a mother.


mother gets older every year, they tend to forget things alot. when she's afraid that they might forget something, they will just push it all to their children or other people. for eg, mother is afraid that she has a meeting tomoro morning, then she will ask her children to inform her about the meeting. but when the children forgets about it, she'll say " i tot i called you to inform me about the meeting? why did you forget it? a bit of thing also cannot remember? useless children! early know i don give birth to you ah" in a very scary way of course. " so young also will forget things so easily, when i'm young ah~ i never forget things one and bla bla bla" it's the mother's own thing and it's not even the children's fault. children is also human ma, human sure will forget things de ma. plus it's not even the children's thing why want the children to remember le? just keep on blame the children, blame blame blame!





and.. during the school holiday, the child is old enough to help out in the office to of course, earn some income. yes, i know the children didn't help much in the office, but at least its better that the children is willing to go to the office and help instead of staying at home sleeping and eating, isn't it? as long as is people sure will hungry de right? RIGHT PEOPLE??? whenever the children tells the mother that she/he is hungry, the mother will say "only know how to eat eat eat, what else do you know? didn't even help a thing in the office, and you still wan me to bring you go eat!! always want to eat nice food and etc" duh~ it's like got people wan to eat undelicious food like that! of coz is wan to eat nice food la. if the mother thinks the children didn't help a bit in the office why does she wants her children to wake up so early in the morning to go to work in the office? i feel so.. urgh!!





have you guys ever heard this? "if you're bad to your parents, next time when you grow up, your children why treat you back the same way too." i accept the fact that i'm not a very good daughter, and always do stuff that i'm not suppose to do, eg, talk back to my parents and etc. according to the sentence that i said just now, does that means that my parents are not such a good son and daughter either when they're young? since they have kids like me who are so UNGOOD?



isn't this just revenge? if we're bad to your parents, our children will treat us bad too? revenge isn't? all of this is just because of revenge! which means if i have kids, my kids will do all the things that i've done to my parents to me, and me as a parents at the time, will do the same thing that my parents are doing right now? i'm not sure. no one knows what will happen tomorrow.




i know i've been saying that i want to be a mother in the recent post, but now i've changed my mind. i don't want to be a mother already, i don wan my poor kids to suffer all this. i know i wont be a good mother. so why not i don have kids and so my kids won't suffer all those suffering? haha. don't know la. i think i have nothing else more to say.



enjoy reading!




lots of love from JuDY. XD

15 jan 07

part 1

I WAN TO BE A MOTHER! i really want to be a mother, i wanted to be a father actually because father don't need to give birth to baby, they don't need to suffer any pain and etc, but since i'm a girl, i have no choice but choose to be a mother.


why i want to be a mother? that's easy. a mother gets to do whatever they want to, they can scold their children even if their children did only a itsy bitsy small mistake until like the children did a giant mistake. some even scold until so... *speechless* although children are children but they have their own 尊严 too. but if the parent's did the same mistake, they will just say that they din do it on purposely or something and no one will even scold them, so UNFAIR!


mother can also go to anywhere they want to. if their children wanted to for eg, go to school to do some project, she'll say "so mafan, everytime want me to bring you here bring you there, and what you do for me? nothing!" parents do encourage their children to join eca, but eca does happen at home, it happen in other places, like school or etc, and therefore children requires their parents to bring them, because their parents encourage them to join those eca. but when it comes to bring them here and there, parents will start nagging . if you parents don wan to bring us here and there why encourage us to join so much eca? but as a mother i can also go shopping anytime i wan, without anyone nagging me around. =P



parents can also eat whatever they want, even if they're sick and their children try to take good care of them, they'll just say "i'm old enough to take care of myself" or bla bla bla and still continue to eat foods that they are not allow to eat. but if children gets sick, eg. sore throat, the parents will not allow the children to eat this and that. but how will the children listen to the parents if the parents didn't 以身作则?



parents can be so 100% percent good with their children for one second, and when she's on a bad mood she can scold the children for doing only a small mistake. why ah? can we children do that to our parents? NO! because we have to respect them and etc. being a mother is so much fun, i want to be a mother soon without getting old. HAHA. that's impossible i know.


child: mummy, i'm hungry. (very soft voice)

mother: WHAT? (in a loud voice)

child: nothing.

mother: say la, what you say just now? i shout at you because i can't hear what you're saying.

child: NOTHING　LA! (in a super loud voice)

mother: WHY THE HECK YOU SPEAK SO LOUD?

child: i scare you can't hear me ma.


haha. children learn from parents. parents do this, the children will learn from them and do it too.


i just so wan to be a mother now. =D



tomoro i'm going to submit my cv and letter to chms, because i wan to be one of the teacher of chms. i saw yong xi teaching there, and i think its very nice and i also wanted to be like her. but yong xi is the school called her to be a substitute de, from what i heard from grace, she'll be leaving when the real teacher comes. i really hope that chms will want me there. i'm hoping to be a kindergarden teacher. wish me luck. =)


i wan to be a mother!
tata~

14 jan 07

yesterday my grandma celebrated her 70th birthday at rizqun. i never knew that she was that old until yesterday. we had quite a lot of fun. at first, all grandma's children and grandchild and great grandchild kissed and hugged her. she was so happy i think, cuz she keeps on laughing. me and my cousins did some singing. we sing quite a lot of songs, 5-6 i think. but of course the one who did the best was joyce. but i think her voice TOO sharp la. singing like donald duck but very cute. she's so cute, when i was oredi on stage wanted to start singing, i looked at her at the back stage and she called me to jia you. i know it was nothing la, only jia you saja ma. haha. i drank 2 cups of red wine and a can of tiger. it was the first time, judy drink that much. and she isn't drunk yet. i wonder where my limit to drunk is.


the day before yesterday, we went to have our WHOLE family photo shoot at the studio. there was 40+ people. luckily the studio was big enough, the cameraman was so funny, he keeps bringing a very noisy toy to attract dylan cuz he wasn't very ting hua to attract his attention, the cameraman even dance just to attract dylan's attraction. the cameraman taught us where we should stand, how we should stand and etc. there was the one family, one family de, grandma with her child, grandma with her child and husband and wifes and etc. when it's the turn for EVERYONE it took like 20 mintues to take the picture. cuz there's TOO MANY people. after that, we go have our dinner at the old just toy food court. =D



i've been crazy playing with my pet tamagotchi these few days, like crazy. i called it milk, it was suppose to be called sushi but who knows the first name that they ask for is for the username not for the pet, so i change it to milk. its a boy, a very handsome one of course. haha. (i'll post the pics next time)

MILK

- 2 years old.

- 87LB.

i evolve 3 times oredi i think. from an egg to a baby to a kid and to a teenager. it's now a teenager not an adult yet i think. haha. i'll poo like normal people de, go to kindergarden when he is 0-2years old, after that he'll be going t school and even to work. i'm very excited for it to go to work tho. wonder what will he be when he grow up. i even bought him a building block in the tamagotchi mall, and a pen but he does nothing with the pen, i also dono why. mayb he's still too young. will even got tooth decay and have to go to the doctor. and will be upset also if you don play with him. it's just like a realy pet! i love it so much. =D

no pics today.
milk milk~

9 jan 07

“如果当初没有爱上你，我就不会如此的疯狂爱上你”他说。

isn't it sweet? yup yup. it's sweet! =D
haha. i just want to show off what he said only. but i think he sure learn from movie or what de. haha. don't care. as long as he tell me, and i feel sweet, can already.

i've finish showing off, and i have to go now.
bye bye.

我们是恋爱的人， 我们是相爱的人。

high heels . baby . weather

high heels
i feel taller today than yesterday. things/people that are normally taller than me are shorter than me today (mostly). i can have a better view of everything and bla bla bla.. yup! i'm very HIGH HEELS today.

i'm afraid that i will fall down but luckily i didn't. i wasn't very stable with my heels yet, but quite okay la. you people sure thinking, why the heck judy want to wear her heels all of the sudden, haha. cuz i wanted to have the thing on my leg 脚踝. we have on our hands too. it's the wrist but on the leg i dono wat it's called. the leg one is like got 凹 inside de. i've been thinking how to have it for a long time, and I THINK the only way to have it is to way high heels to 刺激(to make a lot of pressure??) onto the leg. haha. i'll try to hear it for a week i think to see whether it works or not. XD


sorry, if you all still don't understand wat 脚踝 is after my explanation.

baby
yup, today is baby si hui's full month celebration. =D
we brought the baby back to my home. it was her 2nd time being in the car i think. the 1st time was to bring her back home from the hospital. although she's only one month old, she has a very bad temper, if she wants her milk, she wants it NOW, no waiting. so impatient yet cute. tonight we'll be celebrating her full month at i-lotus. i saw the baby bathing for the first time. she keeps looking here and there. so kepo. she didn't cry. good baby.



naked baby.




baby looking around.


weather
the weather this few days is like so funny. in the day, the sun shines so brightly, the sun can really hurt people man. if you stay under the sun for about 5-10 minutes, you will be cooked! really. SO HOT! cannot stand the heat ah. it's better to bring an umbrella for those who are always under the sun if you don wan to be cook, haha. and in the night, it's like raining every night. thunderstorms and lightning again. make me can't watch my tv properly. Eeeee.. is this all because of global warming? saya pun tak tau.


i need to rest my eyes now. tata~
btw, i enlarge my font size, hope it's better. =D
5 jan 07

mermaid - 1 jan 08

2008's first post.


i've been curious about mermaid this few days, i went seacrhing about mermaid in wikipedia, and know a bit about mermaid, because they use too much deep word, i couldn't understand much due to my poor english.







the word mermaid come from as in maritime, the Latin mare, "sea" + maid(en). a male mermaid is called merman. mermaid is a half human, half fish.



they say that mermaid sings to the sailor and enchant them, distracting them from work and causing them to fall off the ship and cause shipwreck. some says that mermaid help to save people that are drowning. some even bring people to the underwater kingdom for a visit, for those who watch little mermaid knows that mermaid doesn't know that humans can't breath underwater. which means that mermaid do not purposely drown people, they just don't know that human can't breath underwater.



christopher columber (from our history textbook) is the first man who sees mermaid on his journey around the world. the mermaid that he first seen can't talk and have green or black hair. cool isn't it??



they also said that manatees or dugongs are behind the myth of mermaid. i think it's because they look quite like a mermaid except that mermaid is a half human and half fish.







i saw this picture while searching for mermaid's pic. this little girl is very unlucky, she had her legs both stick together, and the doctor is going to separate their legs. kelian ah~


do you kno that mermaids do not have vagina and have difficulty during sexually intercourse? yup, that's true according to wikipedia. does this mean that if all the mermaid dies means that there will be no more mermaid?


okay, that's all about mermaid. tata~