31 mar 08

i went out with them.

peace~

happy birthday to karen and b gang.

why is she so happy?

because we bought her high heels as her birthday present.

bye bye.

28 mar 08

i watched super model no.1 last night. there's this girl who used to have a 28cm waist and the judges say that she's pregnant. for short, the judges say that she's fat. is a 28cm waist considered pregnant? omg, then i think i should be on a diet right now. or is a 28cm waist too fat for a model?

i have a super good news. i did this 'cycling on the air' thing every night before i sleep for more than a week, and yesterday when i go check on my weight. i was so shock! I LOST 2KGs. i'm so super happy. lalala~ i know im still fat and i should keep on dieting. but due to the laziness, it's already very good that i've lost 2kgs.

but is it really doing the 'cycling on the air' thing make me lost my weight or is it because i don't eat food on the right timing? who cares? as long as i lost 2 big fat kgs can already. wahahaha~

bye bye.

25 mar 08

in this very big world
there's this very small country

in that very small country
has this very beautiful house
where a girl lives in it

the girl who lives there
has nothing to do
she's now here blogging
but she doesnt what to blog about

thus, she is here typing all these
where she thinks is a poem
she is really bored
she almost blog whenever she's bored

she wants to goes to school
hopefully overseas
but she doesn't know what to study overseas
and so she's stuck in brunei taking teaching course

she's so confused
she's now waiting for ubd's call
she doesn't know whether she has done the right choice
hopefully yes

she doesn't really know what she's thinking right now
everything just rush into her mind and rush out so fast
she just have too much on her mind
but she doesn't really know what she's thinking about

is it because she's too bored
and that's why she's thinking all those nonsence?
no one know
only god knows.

*mind turns blank*

sorry for the so called poem. i know it's stupid but TADA~ that's my poem. =D

for those who tag for the previous post, thank you. i'll try not to think so much. hehe. sometimes i just cant control myself. well, i really cant control myself. how do you tell you brain to stop thinking something? i really don't know. wahaha.

bye bye.

24 mac 08

i have to wait until april/may then ubd can let me know whether they will accept me or not. -___-


i went to GIANT yesterday. there's thousands of advertisement saying that GIANT's goods are very cheap, blah blah blah. cheap meh? some only, not all actually.


there's a lot of small small stalls, reminds me of Thailand's. HAHA. i like the small small stalls. so sayang it's only 1 floor. but it's really big but still cannot compare with other country's. XD


mother have been complaining about my jewelery, because my jewelery are all shattered on my shelf. i have my reason actually, when i want to choose what to wear it's easier to look for. imagine if all my jewelery are in a box, everything will be tangled, I'll have to spend time to untangled them again.


but my mother says I'm just collecting dust on my jewelery. we went to look for a jewelery box yesterday, but the one i like my mother wouldn't buy for me, the one she say it's nice is a TOOLBOX! but thanks to my very good papa, he says he know what kind i want and he'll buy for me. wahaha~


baby Kerstin know how to turn herself over already. she's getting cuter and cuter every single day. blehs~


happy belated water day! the mall got exhibition or something for water day. it's so nice compare to other normal exhibition. i didn't took any pics and i wont explain anything i see. because I'm sure you all wont understand anything i say unless you've been there.



have you all being scold by your parent until you don even worth a cent? i admit my parent, not my parent but my mother actually, has done that to me before. it's funny you know, why did she want to give birth to me if I'm so useless and everything? always know how to say say say me only. urg~ this is one of the reason why i want to study overseas. (:


the thing i hate most is that every time when me and anyone of my family members are quarrel-ing, i will feel so super angry at them, and I'll scold them so badly inside my heart, even after quarrel-ing. but as for my family members, after sometimes after the quarrel, they'll act as if nothing has happen.

they're so expert that they can change their mood so fast, but not for me! my 'gas' can last for quite a long time. yes, you can called it small gas or whatever. i just feel like 'do i really belong to this family?' because you see, my mother used to say that she got the wrong child when in the hospital because i have darker skin colour compared to my family, I'm very small gas, my blood type and theirs are different and etc.


BUT there's prove saying that i really do belong to this family is that i look like my grandma's mother. great grandmother. -__- am i suppose to be happy or what? haha.


sometimes i really think a lot before i go to sleep because it's hard for me to sleep, i don't know why. i keep turning around and pee but i just cant get to sleep. what am i thinking about? all sorts of weird stuff. sometimes when i recall about a quarrel or what, i just realise that i should say this not that. it's a bit too slow i know.


stuffs that I've ever thought off..

1) what if i really don't belong to this family? where do i belong then? should i go look for my family? but how?

2) i got 5As? did i really get 5As or is it a mistake that the MOE made? (i got 5As for PSR) during that time, I'm really afraid that 5As is really a dream. and i really waited for the MOE to call.

3) my tamagotchi is not married yet, and he's now 9 yrs old. 9 yrs old is considered old in tama world. how am i suppose to continue the next generation? sob. i don't wan to replay again. =(


for now i can only remember these. i gtg now. that's all for today.

bye bye.

21 mar 08

wish you all the best.





i miss you.




photobucket took me years to load pictures. they added so much 'stuffs' for editing images, quite same like photoshop i guess. i try to click this and that. 不弄白不弄。





TADA~



the original picture is the first pic, this one is after i edit de. first time i edit picture weh.. *applause*




the hair cut i was talking about a few post ago.




whee~





small tumbuk big.





yawn~




pattern banyak banyak.






us. XD





begini sajalah. sayonara!

19 mar 08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B-GANG!

18 mar 08

I wanted to..

1) learn driving and get my driving license asap.

2) go on a vacation alone/with friends.

3) have my own room.

4) join fitness zone. (only when i can drive)

5) have a sleepover at my friend's house.

6) be rich.

7) be accepted by UBD. (no choice)

8) become pretty.


i think that's all the things that i wanted to do right now. sigh. im now super bored at home. due to my poor-ness, i'm now DIY-ing a photo frame instead of buying a new one. recycling is very important due to global warming and bla bla bla.. that's why i'm recycling un-used stuff and make it useful again. XD

HAPPY 900 DAYS TOGETHER boyfriend.


love,
JuDY

17 mar 08

when it's still this misty early in the morning.

when there are still water droplets on the leaves. i went for a walk around my neighbourhood.

guess how early in the morning did i get up just to go for the walk? i woke up at 5.30, and start walking at 6.30 when the sun starts to shine.

i saw this flower, it's crawling on the ground. it looks like a sunflower.

the main point of this post is just that i went for a walk. when i came back home, i didn't even sweat a bit. XD

bye bye.

15 mar 08

TADA~ this is my pet. i name it pukore & pukota. it's species is the Kacheek. i have 2 Kacheecks because i accidentally click twice. so cute isn't? wahahaha..

this is another pet of mine. i adopted it in some place, i forget where. i name it bruupo. i know it looks quite ugly la. but i pity him ma, so kelian people abondon him so i adopt him lo. XD

YES! I'M CRAZILY ADDICTED TO NEOPETS THESE DAYS! it's so nice. it's something like tamagotchi. but in neopets you can do more. despite of feeding your pets, playing with them and etc. you can even have a shop, your own neohomes and play lots and lots of games. there's alot of weird places created!

i've played neopets before when i was in primary 5. so happy. so many memories pop out of my mine when playing neopets. last time i used to play in the chms so called cyber cafe or whatever place in the library.

you know what? i play the wheel of something in the lost desert, and i got a fruit and 10 000 neopoints. i was so shocked that time. i thought that kind of thing would only happen 100000 years a time and i feel so super lucky. i know although its an old fashioned game but who cares, i like ma. hehe.

yesterday was chia yuin's birthday. i was invited to her party at escapade. yes. there's a lot of people that she invited. 3 VIP ROOMS! can you imagine that? we eat eat talk talk. they ate snails! and i feel like they come from the people who live in 10 000BC. like so kelian no food to eat until have to eat snails. they say the snails taste good but soup lagi. lynn say the soup taste like chicken essence. *vooommmiittt*

we're the noisiest in there. the waiter keep call us to keep quite especially the boys room because beside them is the VIP. i din take any pictures. when the birthday girl was going to pay the bills, she took out 4 $50 voucher (where she get it? i wan also) and pay the bill. one of the waitress came out and said that the guys broke the table and bla bla bla. me, lynn and winnie went down first so we didn't know what happen behind.

after eating, we all were separated. some watched movies, walk walk and some arcade. we sing, play bball, drum, play gun, they DDR-ed at the arcade. i love the gun thing. so nice. HAHA. we played for the first time and when i wanted to play for the second time the 'tiger-headed-guy' keep on playing there for so long. but he really can play la. cannot blame for his clever-ness. after that we went home.

my erjie went back to perth few days ago. i was quite disappointed because i wanted to take a picture of all our family members, since nan de erjie come back, the most importantly is everyone of us is wearing specs! i want a picture of us all wearing specs. i dont know why but i just wan it. BUT MISSION FAILED! everyone seems to be so busy. sigh.

i made this all by myself. jane, remember last year you used to cut from magazine and paste? this is something like that. it's actually just an empty old plain wooden box, but after i re-decorated it. wah la~ this is it.

i put easy cards inside. jane, you say collect easy cards can earn money right? where can i change my easy cards to money? i'm bankrupt now. XD

ha? what's this? apatu? wat wat wat?

that's a music box's 'inner part'. the machine part. my erjie gave it to me. it plays the music love me tender. its so nice. so sound coming out.. i like it so much. it's a classical song. it works when you start turning the handle. it works just like a piano if you watch it clearly. thank you erjie.

this is part of my messy table. so colourful ho? hehe.

last night i was teaching happi pelajaran am. she's learning about how plants takes in water and oxygen all that. she totally don understand what is tumbuh-tumbuhan, akar, udara and more of these words. she doesnt really understand malay actually.

she said she didnt understand about plants and all, and so i explained it to her. very professionaly. wahaha. i said that akar is the root, she dono what is root. so i said that root is like the mouth of the plant. it drinks water and eat fertilizer using it's roots. she say oh.. roots is the brown brown many many hair one ah? why so many hair? many mouth izit? i said no, it's the moustache. creative me. haha.

then there's one about the plants taking in oxygen using the stomata(liang seni something) she ask what is that. oh, that's the nose of the plant. like human we breath in oxygen using our nose, plants breath in oxygen using the liang seni something. SO PRO ISNT? applause pls.

the pro got to go now.
bye bye.

11 mar 08

REPLIES..

judybentan xp: i share things with my friend de ma. teacher good eh. brunei lack of teacher. HAHA.
aLan & wenjiunn: thank you.
Nelly: haha. very detailed ho? i know. i'll be studying in ubd nelly dear. *vomit*
Jasmin3: you now sure very happy de. you can study in md oredi. bu shi ma?
Daniel: haha. if so easy jiu hao lo. ubd havent call me. studying overseas is just one of my dreams nia. feel sad that i cant go study overseas lor. =(
susan: ya lo. i think like that also. haha. cuz i beh tahan their kepo-ness ma.
Jane: haha. xie xie ni.
karenn: what i copy cat la. i didn't even know you like it too eh. you baru copy cat me ah. i say first oh. if i buy i wan white de oh. hahaha.







the bear above is made of socks. so creative right? i've asked some of the peoples what they think about it but some say gali. HAHA. true la. who would want something that is made from a socks? of course is use new socks or old socks that are washed oredi la. DUH~






they are 袜子娃娃 made by a taiwanese guy. that guy even open classes just to teach people how to make these dolls. so nice. i want to learn it also. because i've try to make one. but i failed! by just fixing the shape only i already cant make it. i wanted to make it for yiisian before he leaves. but sorry, its too hard for me.







yiisian, look at the picture above and imagine that i've made one for you lah. this is something like what i wanted to make for you. not to girly. it's a hippo with man-ly teeth. if i were to make, i'll be using my old socks and i don't think you would want to hug anything made of my old stinky socks right? haha. so just look at the picture and imagine la. XD







i like this one. so cute.
"oink oink~ says bye bye."
"oiiiiink~"


love,
JuDY

10 mar 08

maid maid maid.. i hate maid! they're so weird. everytime they iron clothes, they will put the ironed-clothes onto a little table. if i put something on the little table when they're ironing, they'll call me to remove everything. BUT when my er jie put something on that table when they're ironing, they macam so kelian like that. they put all the ironed-clothes on the cushion. THEY RATHER PUT THEM ON THE CUSHION ALSO DON WAN TO ASK MY ER JIE TO REMOVE HER THINGS!


i don't know whether they're afraid of my er jie or what. so funny. why they dont call my er jie to remove her thing? its not like my er jie is going to eat them or what right?


even they wan to ask my er jie whether she wants to eat or not when my er jie is at her room. they will either knock the door first before they come in. (they never do that when they come in my room) if er jie's room is locked. i don't know why the heck they don wan to knock they door but will call me to ask my er jie whether she wants to eat or not.


it's like i'm the slave, er jie is the queen. i have to pass massage from the maid to the queen. -___-


everytime when they talk to er jie sure is with the smily face de. i also don't know what's the happy thing that they're talking about. but when the maid talks to me sure is macam want to die de. unless if they wants me to help them buy something. see the difference? difference between how the maid treat the queen and the slave?


enough of the maid thing. now, i'm really bankrupt. i spent ALL my ang pao money. this is how i spent it.. (all the amount below are rounded off)

2 high heels - $80

massage - $30

hair cut - $20

dating - $30

add everything up, and what you get is how much is spend roughly. can you believe? $160!! i spent $160 in less than a month and now i got my punishment that is im bankrupt now. sad sad sad.

actually i wanted to buy nintendo ds de. but then now no more $$$. i wanted to buy more things too but no money no nothing. i think i should learn how to save money now. sigh. the feeling of no money is really very 难受 ah.

i think i'll be start working on april to earn back my money. sob. that's all for today. bye bye.

winnie, no picture sure no one read de. =(

9 mar 08

I WANT TO GO STUDY OVERSEAS!

8 mar 08

after reading winnie's blog saying that she bedazzled her phone. she make me so want to bedazzled mine too, and so i did mine too. i bedazzled my tamagotchi also. =D

TADAA~ here is my phone after her 'make-up'.

my tamagotchi wearing a bling bling disco hat.

my N80 used to be very man-ly, but after her very 贴心 owner help her to put on a little make up and get dress up, she's all girly now. how sweet of her owner to help her do all those stuff right? haha. i thought so. i'm the world best owner ever! i help my not-so-man-ly-tamagotchi dress up a little too. =D

i went to miri with my parents just now. we went to do grocery shopping at boulevard. everything looks different inside. they used to have sinma just outside boulevard but just now when we went there. everything changed! even the way the place the stuff also different.

we even went to ask the woman who works at the information center where the heck is sinma, she say there's not sinma here. me and my mother thought that sinma moved already after the woman show us the list of all the shops in there.

then i simply look at the door and saw the word imperial mall. i feel so kek-dao. i tell my mother then she say no wonder everything looks so different in there. HAHAHA. i feel so stupid and funny la. i'm lazy now. bye bye.

random post.

i'm here to introduce a not-so-very-delicious food. XD


before you start, you'll need:

3 tablespoon of butter.
1 cup of milk.
spaghetti/pasta/macaroni.
cheese.



and most importantly, you'll need a packet of this. it's the main ingredient.


then you start cooking..

you have to cook the spaghetti/pasta/macaroni first because it takes a longer time to be cooked. it's very simple, you just have to boiled the water first and then you put the spaghetti/pasta/macaroni in it when the water is boiled. make sure the spaghetti/pasta/macaroni is FULLY COOKED! if not you'll have tummy ache.


after that, you place the 3 tablespoon of butter into a smaller pot. wait for the butter to melt. then you pour in a cup of milk and the packet of thing inside. keep stiring. and then wait for it to be cook and then you cover it with the cover, off the fire and simmer it for 2 mins.


after everything is cooked, you place the spaghetti onto the plate and then pour the ingredient above it. and you'll have something like this.. *look below*



tada~ well, i place it into another something. i dono what's it called. =)


you can start eating if you like it this way without cheese. but if you like it with cheese. place the cheese above the ingredient. and then place it into an oven. baked for around 3-5 mins.



and you'll see this. oh ya~ before you place anything inside the oven, warm the oven first. so it'll bake faster.




and then you cut it out, and place it into a plate and you can start eating now. it doesnt look good, i know. the taste also okay okay only. make sure you share it with other people unless you really like it. if not it'll be very gali.





boyfriend bought this for me. miss you~


i went out with him today. we walk walk eat eat sing sing buy buy see see. i bought some cds for wen wen and a ben10 cd for the boyfriend. yes, very childish ho? haha.



i've always like this cartoon ever since i first saw it. then i saw a bag with the cartoon printed on it. i so love it ah. it cost $25 after discount. it cost ALOT cheaper than the bag i bought last time. but i din buy it. mayb i'll think about it and buy it next time. i really hopes no one will buy it. sob.


and i cut my hair! IT'S SO SHORT LA. i didn't know that they will cut until so short de. hai~ i confirm don wan cut hair for 1 year oredi. i wan to have long hair. sob. it's so stupid man the hair. urg.. i feel so weird when i first see my hair. =(


in the car..

mummy: what yiisian say about your hair?
me: he say very short.
mummy: he like you to keep it short or grow long?
me: grow long.
mummy: then you wan to grow long la?
me: ya.
mummy: 爱情的力量很大哦
me: haha.


i ben lai jiu wan have long hair liao de la. i cut it because the infront can touch until my eye so i go cut lo. then since i wan to keep it long then i cut whole head because behind is the short to long de ma. so weird it long hair de short to long ma so i cut lor. who knows now so SHORT!


something very sart happened yesterday. it was my grandpa's death anniversary yesterday. we went back to pray pray. then my grandma saw the 'kim cua' (the 'money' that we have to burnt) there got her car's number.


her car's number is 811. then the 'kim cua' number is 118. then my grandma told dajie then my dajie say today wednesday can buy number. then my grandma ask my dajie to pray and tell my grandpa to open the number.


later that day, grandma herself went to 'pua poi' (the thing the do to ask death ones whether they eat finish oredi or other stuff) to ask grandpa whether the number will 'open' or not. then grandpa says WILL. most of the family member bought the number.


*7pm.. number will be coming out at this time.*


grandma called, she was looking for my dad and dajie. dajie went home oredi. papa go out. then she hang the phone. few minutes later. papa called and say the number came out after grandma told her everything.


we were so shocked. it REALLY CAME OUT! 0118 i think. came out. woohoo~ it's like grandpa is always by our side and the praying thing really works. death people can really hear what we say.


papa din buy the number because he didn't know anything about it because he was outside burning all the 'money'. he's so kek dao. because if he buy he sure buy big big de. buy big big = earn big big ( IF win only. ) if lose jiu kns liao.


it's so incredible or what what what la. i dono what word i can use to describe it. but i also got pray to grandpa that i can have a good haircut but it doesn't work le. haircut is not in the list for praying ha? if not why it didn't work de? or grandpa like dajie more than me? =(


nvm de la, mayb i'll just stay at home and wait for my hair to grow longer.




look at this, look at this..




wa.. so thin, so sexy, so pretty. she's so perfect! except she have BIG FOOT. HAHA. lynn say de. not me. this is 林志玲, the famous top model in taiwan.


i read in a magazine about 林志玲, it's says that she's becoming thinner and thinner because she doesn't like food. so weird la. who doesnt like food? i know its none of my business that she's becoming so thin la. i just feel like she no different from the african people.



see. the only differences is that 林志玲 has better look due to her fair-ness and everything. but the thin-ness can really compare with the africans la. feel so kelian. look at the african people. even the breast also 垂下来的, so kelian. lack of nutrient. unlike 林志玲, got food eat still don wan to eat. don't like food lagi.


love,
JuDY

2 mar 08

IT'S SO UNFAIR! urg! i went to my aunt's birthday party at her house just now. i saw sean and jia qi there too. and everyone is gambling here and there. there's 'red dot', mah jong, and etc.

i keep staring at the table where they're playing 'red dot'. i want to ask my parents whether i can play or not. but i was scared. when i finally got the guts to ask my parents.

me: pa, can i play?
papa: you know how to play meh? don play la.. later become addicted.
me: i know how to play.
papa: *taking out $20 from his wallet while explaining me about the game*
me: okay..
papa: better don play la. *keep back the money*
me: *i continue watching them play*

hai~ so sien la. i have the sien-nest parents ever la! urg.. even sean and jia qi are gambling there. their parents allow them to gamble! so unfair! if my parents think that im too young to gamble, then why sean they all can? after all, me, sean and jiaqi are all 17. SAME AGE! even my elder sister can gamble why cant i? HMPH! it's not like i'll be very addicted to gambling, like i'll lose my house if i gamble, right? urg... i am angry now.


JuDY.

1 mar 08

its 1st of march, which means ubd will be calling me anytime this month to inform me whether i'll be selected for the interview. wish me luck~

i went to learn 国标舞 with lynn's mother just now. i know its very shocking but anyway.. i dont think i'll be going there next time. its not becaue it's not good or what, it's because i don have transport to go there. sob. the teacher say i learn fast. YAPPEEEE~ but too bad i cant continue anymore.

this guy 王禄江 went to HSBC CNY dinner at icc. he's the host there. he's so handsome but the boyfriend says he very 娘娘的 -_______-

these are heels that i bought. isnt it nice? i love them. <3

boyfriend bought this box for me. it contain our memories in it.

jia. see.. i also got this recordable bear thing. mine still good. =P

bendan. remember this? i finally hang it up oredi.

i borrowed these magazines from lynn to kill time. I AM VERY BORED!

the girl with the camera left me. i miss you jane.

and the bottom left girl left me yesterday. everyone is leaving me. when is my turn?sigh. i miss you susan.

that's all for today.
goodbye.