oh my darling, oh my darling..

REPLIES
yiisian: RAWR! scare leh?
farah: yes, fun. i love her hyper-ness.
pinjia: ur pc lousy wa..
jasmine: of course lah, the person taking the picture is so pro.. NOT. jk.
wei: hehehe. hihi. bye bye.
kyew: nah~ blog liao lor.




it's so sunny on the outside.




and so romantic on the inside.




sit down and have some delicious mini custard puff.




show off your sticker-tattoo.




and pay your bill.


i know i know. it's just a stupid story that i made up to match my pictures. haha. stupid idea right? haha. the 1st and the 2nd pictures are actually simply taken when i'm bored. 3rd picture stolen from somewhere. the 4th picture is happi's sticker-tattoo, that she got from baiduri expo at ICC, i got 1 too. (: 5th picture was obviously MY NEW BAG!

hehehe. i'm going to talk about my new bag, actually i don't know what to talk about it anyway. it doesn't look really nice in the picture tho, due to lousy skills. but in real life, it's so.. i love it. i know a lot of people have it too, but er.. mine looks nicer? haha. *crap* thanks to mummy who bought it for me. XD

i bought a top from giordano too, mummy bought it for me actually. no picture of the top, sorry. because it's so not photogenic enough. haha. it looks so ugly with hanger and without hanger it looks like a pile of unwanted clothes laying on my bed. omg, i'm talking crap again. it's just not photogenic enough wa.. sheesh~

i want an oven, i want to bake, but my mother doesn't want to buy one for me. the one i have in the kitchen is too lousy. we used to have one when i was very young, and when i'm old enough to bake, my mother gave it away to my aunt. -____- she also mentioned that if i'm going to bake, she sure will eat, if she eat sure fat, so it's better not to buy the oven so that i won't bake. what a good lousy excuse! I WANT OVEN!

i love yesterday so much. we went out the whole day and went home after our dinner. i just love sunday so much. i do not like staying at home, rotting. we had brunch at dynasty, went shopping at jaya, brought all the goods back home, had our high tea at kayu nasi kandar, wont be going back there anymore, haha, went to dream cones, went to the mall, izan was hosting for the laneige roadshow, super disappointingly, i didn't get to see her, went to TPH for our dinner and went home. i love sundays, sometimes saturday nights too.


love,
JuDY and love you but love me more.

HAPPY 1000 DAYS TOGETHER!

sleepover.

REPLIES
huizhen: haha. shoe~
farah: WHAT? she's graduated as a lawyer? other than being a DJ where's she's working? no wonder she speaks so fluently.
spongehead: DJ izan is a girl who's really boyish lah. i'm so agree with you with the actor and actress inthe 7th day, especially 郑嘉颖. wahahaha~
kyew: woman.



TADA~ this post will be about my very first sleepover at karen's place. i'm lazy to blog about it as everything is like a dream to me, i never had any sleepover before except the one at chloe's place that happened to be years ago, so i think this is my 2nd sleepover?





grace after curling her hair.




daniel with spoiler grace's peace.




winnie.




tunglik, grace, pk, daniel.




peace peace~



where's pui queen?




chuan ho.




jia with the maggie-kiapper.




tunglik and daniel.




huizhen.




pui king.




grace and judy.




daniel.




smile~



friends.




the guys.




grace.




lx says RAWR~


that's all about the sleepover, read huizhen's, jane's or winnie's to know more. i'm sure they'll blog more about it. i'm sorry for the lousy post but i have loads of pictures. :)

love,
JuDY

shut up.

REPLIES
yiisian: ben dan lah. oredi say is DJ IZAN of course is dj lor.
pjia: hehe. i know liao.
karenn: haha. see you see you. i'm so excited la.
cw: i didn't get to see her lah. =(
spongehead: i think you told me that b4. the one you saw at the bus station or where one, right?
farah: i saw it oredi. i'm quiet surprise, but she still sounds great.
winnie: i can buy whatever shoes i want. thy just give me voucher.
jennifer lopez: advertising fee.!!! $50 per month. thank you.

i went to rtb to collect my voucher today and guess who i see? yes, you're right! DJ IZAN!! i told her i'm judy and there she goes sing MY song.. 'judy judy judy i love you~' she let me talk on her show and even played me a song. so nice lah. when i wanted to leave, she wouldn't let me leave, she hug-ed me so tight that i cant move. she insist that she wanted to treat me at the canteen and so we had lunch together. after that my mother came and i really have to go. we hug again and i left. so happy lah.. man, i hug dj izan, had lunch with her..

can you believe it?? it's so.. fake lah. so good meh, dj izan treat me eat. haha. that's just a story that i made up. sorry for wasting your time reading it.





i've said that i won the vincci shoe voucher on my previous post right? to prove that i'm telling the truth. here's a picture of my voucher. $20 leh. wahahaha. i didn't get to see izan. too bad. =(

i always wanted to see dj izan so my dajie showed me her (dj izan's) picture on the internet. "do not expect much, because she doesn't look like what you expect." farah says. she said it herself on national radio that she's not very good looking and all.


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dj izan is the one with the funny-looking-post.

dj izan looks like that lor. but do not judge a book by its cover, though it's not very attrative, the book is very interesting. if you get what i mean, for those who don understand can go die liao. hahaha. no lah, i explain clear-er lagi lor.. though she might not look very good but she sounds really great. always very hyper unlike those (i'm sorry but i'm just telling the true) good looking dj but sounds... boring? really auntie la the voice, or mayb they're really aunties? even my dad complains. sigh.





on the very same day after seeing dj izan on the internet, i saw her again on the newspaper! she's the spokeperson for tyremart. see, she's the spokeperson for tyremart leh, what about you? spokeperson for what? toilet? GO DJ IZAN!!


'judy judy judy, i love you~'







people have been posting up pictures of donuts and yet i do not know why, and here's mine too. i know i'm such a copy cat, i was thinking mayb i can get advertising fees from fun donut? hahaha. i ate 3 donuts after having 1 and 1/2 bowl of kolomee. i'm know la, i'm fat. -__________-






最美丽的第七天 18禁不禁 斗牛要不要

i finally got 斗牛要不要. i'm going to watch all these movies IF i quit my job next month. but my dad arranged a table just for me (and for the auditor i think -__-) so that i wont 'conquer' his table anymore. let me think whether i should quit my job or not first.



p/s: next post will be about my very first sleepover. cant wait. XD

sakai-ness

REPLIES
yiisian: where got sien? whatever game you're playing now is more sien lah. =P
karenn: haha. lipton tea cheap only, no?
pinjia: i didn't dl, i play in http://www.yahoo.com/ de. if dl need $$ leh.
winnie: okay okay go watch. hehehe.
jasmine: hahaha.


i won another voucher from dj izan 6-9am show yesterday. i won the vincci shoe voucher this time. i'm so lucky as i won both voucher without any conditions, i just call and choose which voucher i want, and that's it. lucky me!

immediately after dropping my sister to tuition, i told my mother to bring me go get the voucher at rtb. i'm so excited, because if i'm lucky i can meet dj izan. i keep smiling like crazy in the car.

when i reached rtb, i exchanged my ic for a pass. the security guard(see how pro the place is?) told me the 'prize collecting section' is at the 4th floor.

i search for the lift and there's a long hair okay-aged girl/lady/woman/aunty? smiling at me. i smiled back. we went into the lift together.


conversation below are spoken in mandarin.

girl/lady/woman/aunty: where are you going?
judy: 4th floor to collect my prize.
girl/lady/woman/aunty: oh.. from which show?
judy: izan's show.
girl/lady/woman/aunty: okay.
judy: are you a dj too?
girl/lady/woman/aunty: ya.
judy: oh.. which dj are you?
girl/lady/woman/aunty: you guess.
judy: ning jing? (that's the dj i heard on radio just now)
girl/lady/woman/aunty: yup.
judy: oh. i heard your show just now.
girl/lady/woman/aunty: is it? (something something.. i forget what she said.)

lift doors opened*


i went it to a room, saw 2 other girls waiting for the prizes too, i told the woman my name and she went searching for my voucher. while waiting for her, i went exploring around the 4th floor. nothing special there though. i went back to the woman, and disappointingly, my vincci shoe voucher is not ready yet, i guess i was to anxious about it.


"where's the place that the dj do their show?"
"ground floor, you see there got... there lor."


i went down right away, saw the 'dj-recording-place', got security guard (pro dao~) again. i asked whether i can go have a look inside, he says can. so happy lah. i go inside, saw cctv showing what people are doing in each room, i don't know who is who as i don't know how the heck dj izan looks like, i move forward again and i saw many rooms along the hallway, i was nervous and i don't dare to go it. *all this was finished within less than 3 minutes*

i came out. security 'finish see?' 'no lah, i don dare go inside, dj izan inside? (actually i know she's inside doing her show but i dono why the heck i waste my time asking the guard lagi) . guard took 'izan's working card?!' and says yup, she's inside. can you believe it? i saw "izan's working card". so happy.

i went back to the car after that. i cant stop repeating the whole story to my family. first my mother, second dad, third dajie and etc.. i know it's a bit too sakai la, but dj izan leh..

conclusion, tho i din get to see dj izan due to the lousy 早不紧张迟不紧张, 要看到dj izan 才紧张的 heart, but i saw the not-very-famous-show-a-bit-or-quite-or-can-say-is-super-boring 的宁静 (i dono whether i write correct or not) makes me very happy too. :)

“dono how you're going to react if you saw a superstar, see dj only makes you so happy until like this liao. ", says mother.


lastly,

happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
happy 2yrs 8months together to judy and yiisian. ❤

loved.

REPLIES
cheahwen: cappucino and teh c same? bouncer nice. i played once only actually. haha.
spongehead: yup she's back.
yiisian: sayang~
pjia: what? cannot meh? i'm invited wa.
susan: hahaha. i don't mean that lah. i've been quite low class this few days drinking teh c. hahaha.
cuppycake: advertising in my blog needs $$.
581: teh c x teh o = ???
spongehead: you play so many one ah? all from yahoo?













thanks to yeet yang i finally got this video here. =)


must watch that video. if you're considering whether to watch madagascar 2, watch the video, its madagascar 2 trailer, even trailer got 30% funny already, can you imagine how funny the whole cartoon can be?


1) i called dj izan and won an au lait voucher just now.
2) there's no more raise for my salary.
3) had one of the best lunch buffet at sheraton.
4) i must watch wall e and madagascar 2!
5) realised that lipton tea + condense milk = teh c
6) i will never cut my hair ever again until it gets super duper long and sexy. WAHAHA!

love,
JuDY

sunshine.

I'm currently obsessed with hot dog bush. ♥

it's something like diner dash but from the name itself, it's obviously something to do with hot dog. click here to play. (:

p/s: i'll blog again hopefully tonight.

it's not like i dont care.

i finally got pictures for my dear blog. it's been a while since i last blog with pictures. sorry people. i know i've said that i don't want to be a reporter, taking pictures all around just to blog about it, but without all those pictures, my blog is really damn(wahahah, i've said it agin!) boring.

so below are pictures that i took during the outing with my friends just now, but pictures that i took are taken only at k-box, that's the time when i remember about my boring picture-less blog. XD





lynn.




winnie.




jane.




jane ching.




jia & zhi an.




zhi an.




jane & lynn.



finally my blog got pictures liao. hehehe. we chit chat-ed at cheezbox, kia kia at mall, play at arcade, sing songs and that's all i think. i brought happi along with me. she wanted to follow, as a good sister like me, of course i'll bring her lah, no harm also ma. it's just i'll have to spend MY money buying things for her.

once i said 'you wan what, you choose lah, i buy for you', she simply go find things that mayb she don even like it and say she wants it, then i very good de ma, buy for her lor. when we go another shop then she say she wan that want this again. i've already told her at first, go see see first, buy only what you really likes, but she didn't bother to listen. i asked 'which one you like better? this one or the one i bought just now' she said 'this one'. can you believe it? tell her liao see properly first then tell me, but she didn't listen, so for her punishment, i didn't buy her the thing that she really likes. not i don wan to buy, i just wan to let her learn how to save MY money. hahaha.







pictures taken at kelly's birthday.

love,
JuDY

baby monster;

15th june. 7pm+
i just came back from kelly's birthday, there's of course water bouncer but then i din get to play it because that lousy karen was late and there i was sitting there watching my kid sister playing. when karen arrived, me and happi went to her room to choose her prom dress. after that, i went home.

15th june. 12pm+
went to airport for father's day's lunch with my uncles, aunties and cousins. the food is not really nice. doesn't really affect my appetite or anythin because.. i'm not the one paying, i just eat everything that's my type and go. hahahaha. anyway, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY PAPA! as if my dad reads my blog, but i've told him so its okay.

15th june. 10am+
i woke up in the morning and i get to see everything nice and clearly as if i'm wearing contact lens, guess what? i really am wearing it. i forget to took it out before i sleep the day before, that's why. i continue wearing it again for the whole. i wear contact lens for 2 whole days and nothing bad happened. lucky me.

14th june. 7pm+
jenny bong celebrated her 18th birthday at tt blue last night (i love her cake). everything was okay, i guess. i've got no pics because i do not want to be like a reporter going around taking pics just to post it in my blog but then that way it would make my blog looks boring. bla bla bla.. i'm sure there's other people who'll take pics of the event so there's no need of me to do the same thing, right?

14th june. sometime in the afternoon.
i had teh c for the first time of my life. it taste so good. i'm going to have teh c whenever i go limteh or what from now onwards. i always had the thought that only those contruction workers drink teh c. don't you guys think so? that's why i never order-ed it because because it looks so low class. teh c and contruction workers are just perfect meant for each other. wahahah. what am i talking about? anyway, i love teh c now and i'm sorry for having the wrong thoughts about teh c.

13th june. morning + afternoon
watched kungfu panda with sisters. it's really funny. i like the line that goes.. yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift, that's why it is called the present. isn't it very.. i don't know. nice? haha. maybe. in the afternoon, we went for a body massage at pearl health care. everything was okay for mee except for the shoulder part. the guy says it hurts because i have stress which i think it's not true as i do not have any stress at the moment, do i?

i seems to blog everything backward-ly. hahaha. from today to yesterday. btw, my vision is getting blur-er and blur-er, i think it's time for me to take it off now. bye.

i'm in heaven when you kiss me.

REPLIES

pinjia: yup yup. hehe. dream come true.
kyew: maybe aug/sept. not sure.
yiisian: of course i can. don't worry. XD
leiz: already.
spongehead: of course lah. i clever ma. wahaha.
jasmine: hahaha. i where got emo lah..
jane: $$$ i remember. secret-ary ma. hahah. i wont forget that one.
winnie: love~


i had dinner at emperor's court last night, papa's 50th birthday. i saw avalan working as a trainee there. dajie bought a T300 camera for papa. well, most of my friends own a camera but in my family, we just bought one and whoever wants to use it just use. i don't mean that i want one, don't misunderstand, i'm just explaining the difference in my family and others. overall, the dinner was okay. i remembered that i keep laughing the whole night, but i forgot what i was laughing at.

i slept with my mother that night (dad sleeps in another room w/o aircon cuz he doesn't like the aircon). it's been a while since i last sleep with my mother. nothing very special actually, it's just like i'm sleeping alone but my mother is just right beside me. i brought my blanket, bolster and pillow along with me. i do not like sharing blanket as i'll very cold, and i do not like being cold. i prefer hot then cold although there'd be sweat all over me.

about the ubd thing, i don't think i'll have the chance to go in, because i heard that there's like a 100ppl with very good results applying for diploma in primary education, and maybe i wont be accepted. don't know yet lah. just a mere update on this part, in case you guys care. XD

i got my clothes from cuppycake just now. the clothes was okay i guess, i'm going to wear it after the maid washes it. hehe. can't wait. i still have 2 more to go. i'm going to watch kung fu panda hopefully tomorrow with my darling sisters, i heard that it's really funny. hehehe. i can go have fun with my sisters during my working hours.. why? because my lovely parents are at singapore for some business trip.

happi got an invitation card from kelly yesterday, and went i saw it guess what. i'm invited too, thanks to karen of course. hahaha. there's water bouncer!! karen, are we going to play or just watch them play? hehehe. i'll have to bring extra clothes if we're going to play you know. hahaha. so happy lah.

love love love love,
judy.

louder.

it's june now, which means that ubd will call me anytime by now, or maybe july. btw, i'm working at the office as my dad's PA (personal assistant) at the moment. i'm happy with my job currently, since the job is okay and the pangkat sounds very pro. (:

i was working just now and i saw some accounting stuff. it's almost the same as what i've learnt at school. and i'm thinking IF ubd doesn't want me, maybe i'll take accounting in sg or wherever. i'm not changing my mind again, not that i don't want to be a teacher anymore. i'm just taking accounts as a backup. despite that i used to hate accounts, but since it's the same, why not just take it as it will bring me loads of money in the future, hopefully. *kaching kaching.. drools (not physically of course)* i know i mata duit lah, but.. don't tell me you don't like $$ ?

lovee,
JuDY

hate to be left alone.

REPLIES
kyew: really got. my dog and her bf lor. *wink* you guys should learn from my dog's bf. =)
susan: hehe. thanks.
lx: oh. it's okay de lah.
karenn: have to see first cuz i'm working at the moment.
jasmine: haha. i have to think twice first if i want to buy, cuz pok kai now. buy for you? you buy for me eh. haha.
kyew: okay.
yiisian: okay. XD
spongehead: haha. i'll try not to think so much lor.


hello. about the dress that i wanted you guys to comment on. i've decided not to buy it cuz some says not suit me, not nice and some says okay okay only, plus i'm not very rich at the moment, so i wont buy it but thanks for leaving the comments.

i went to the clinic all alone for the first time few days ago. i feel so grown up all of the sudden. happy. XD everything's alright. medicines were given and i left. i was given 2 flu tablet (1 for night and 1 for day, night one makes me sleep easier and day one keeps me awake), 1 for head pain and 1 for sore throat. i took the wrong medicine yesterday afternoon, i'm suppose to take only 2 tablets but i took 3 instead. i took the night flu tablet, that's why i felt so damn sleepy and tired after taking the medicine. i slept at 6.30pm for 2 hours plus, the maid woke me up to have my dinner and i watched tv after that.

dajie: mummy, ting ting got blog.
mummy: what blog?
dajie: place where she types in all her 心事, and let people see.
mummy: why you got 心事 you don tell mummy?

not i don't want to tell you lah, because i know the conclusion if i tell you, not kena scold 就是 kena say, i don't like it, so what for tell? have to save myself first right? sorry, if i didn't tell you my 心事, because 人不为己天诛地灭. i know you care for me lah, but then hai~ don't know how to say lah, i just know that in the end i'll kena scold/say so i rather blog about it, so you can't read it. it's just so weird telling my parent's my 心事. XD

jane called me few days ago, hahaha, she told me something that i cant tell you guys. *wink wink* still so happy, that i have to keep a secret, tho i don't know what's so happy about that. boyfriend called just now too. he's coming back next month. YAY~

love,
JuDY

the only one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star..

REPLIES
grace: i dont get it leh. how come less close friends more xing fu? love you too.
chloe: *hug* you study in ubd? yay~ at least i got you accompany me but have to wait so long. =(
kyew: ya lor. so kelian hor?
winnie: funny la you. your friend network drop lagi. haha. why drop? connection not good ha?
susan: thanks but i got smile ah. =D
lx: i tot you stop reading my blog eversince you stop tagging. nice to see you here again. =) not many also la. phone call means a lot eh.. no?
yiisian: useless? not for you, i guess. you and your friends are more than just hi bye friends eh.
pjia: i know i have you all for NOW after 2 years or less you guys will be in sg liao. sniff.
eelynn: i call you i also don't know what to say ma. later bu dao 5 mins sure hang liao. you migrated from dino world to robot world ha? hahah. finally you use the internet? so touched ah you first tag is at my blog. ah bah a bah i wont cut it anymore wa. hahaha. and welcome to robot world. (:
huizhen: me? dancing? everyone sure laugh until teeth come out ah. i'm working now tho. hehe. i din think much, this is true. hehehe.
jane: i where got don't want you? :S
karen: yay~ go eat brownies. i dont get you, why many friends not good?



when i first view my blog just now, i was shocked and happy cause there's so many people who tag. hehe. even eelynn from dino world also reads my blog. so happy can. first time in my life so many people tag. alex who stop tagging, i don't know why, tags too. and means that there're still people out there reads my blog.





i actually wanted to blog about friendless part II, but then i assume that people might not be interested about i'll just repeat the same thing so i'm going to blog about something else.




huizhen loves this, right?

as i said i'm working at my dad's place again as a 代替品. they got new 代替品 and do not need me anymore. if i were to work there, i wont be having any seats to do my work. tho my work isnt much. i've ever thought of quiting the job after since no one will be needing me anymore but.. my mother raise my salary, if i don't work wont it be a waste? so i work despite there's no seats available (there's seats available at times when no one wants to look for my dad).




ms i-dono-anything. (got eye shadow lagi)

scenario 1
judy: dajie, how to do this?
dajie: YOU CANNOT SEE I'M BUSY MEH? CHA SIAO LA YOU. WHAT? *obviously talks loudly lah*




HAHAHA. dajie. the eyes still looking at me upstairs lagi. so ngam. hahah.

scenario 2
new clerk: cindy, sorry ah.. how to do this?
dajie: like this. like that. *speaks softly*




what to do? i work because of money so i have to sabar!

i was treated badly, i guess. she just gets mad so easily whenever i ask her something, but when the new clerk does the something, everything change. even when my dad asks dajie to teach me, she also very 不爽 i also don't know why。亏 i still thought she's my favourite elder sister. don't feel like blogging about her anymore.




sick.

i'm sick. sore throat, nose block and sneezing.. i ate 4 spoons of 枇杷膏 this morning, my throat feels so good after drinking it but when the syrup is gone, my throat hurts again. when i'm sleeping at night, nose block is the problem that cause me can't sleep properly. sneezing ah.. i like that feeling of sneezing, HAHAHA, i know it's a bit crazy. but i feel really good when i'm sneezing. someone miss me~　


i seriously DO NOT LIKES TO BE SAID. i hate people who say me especially parents. say can 1 time is really enough, but they just cant stop saying, nagging.. even they know that i hate it when they say me, they continue say also. always say 哎呀～不要讲你了啦，你们都不喜欢听.. but after they say this, they sure will continue say say say as if there's no more tomorrow. i quarrel-ed with my mother just now. i will not blog it because i don't want to. it's just.. stupid! 如果我不是你的父母我才懒得理你啊.. for sure will say this de. me and my parent's relation are okay except when they start to say me. i'm so angry that i'm not going to eat dinner later, and i don't even know why. -________-



say me and i'll throw everything!


gucci(mydog) is a big girl now. haha. she has mens now. i don't know why but i feel so shy blogging about this. i don't think she's a virgin anymore because she got a boyfriend already. the boyfriend would come to our house(thru the holes that he dig), ask gucci out for a date. he's so gentlement, he would let gucci go thru the hole first before he did, he walks gucci back home and would visit her whenever he's free. so sweet tho they're just dogs. happy for you gucci.





the white dress nice? click to enlarge. give comments. :)

goodbye.

friends?

REPLIES
yiisian: isit? haha. i havent finish watching yet. :)
susan: judy of course is judy lah. how can judy become susan, right?
kyew: haha. okay lor. but not bad for me.
spongehead: not beach lah. haha. cannot plan coconut tree at home meh? eh la you..
grace: crazy lah you. haha. my house lai de eh.
cheahwen: its very easy wan. omega caterpillar mother girl daddy boy~ something like that. lol.
jane: haha. sure sure. i trust you.
jasmine: haha. nice right? i want also.





yellow.



pink.




black.

these are some attires that i ordered from cuppycake. price are affordable despite clothings are imported from sg, hk, and taiwan.





i cut my hair few days ago. and from now onwards, i'm not going to cut it. i know i've say that i wont cut my hair last time but i cut it. i swear that i wont cuz it anymore because i want to have long hair like the girls shown above. i bet they look good because they have 天使的脸孔, which i don't have.






where's my friend?


i've mentioned that at jenny's tagbox that i'm going to blog about my friendless life. and here i am blogging about it just after i tag at jenny's.

i don't know where to start actually. i have loads to talk about, but i just cant put everything in sentences due to poor english and poor analysing system that i have in my brain. ah~ chin chai lah.. i just type what i think lah.

i'm just a ordinary and friendless girl. friendless as in super few friends. in fact, i have loads of friends but then we weren't close excluding those i'm good with. karen told me that, sengwei would call her just to chit chat with her. but i don't have friends who call me up just to chit chat with me. they might think that i'm a boring person and have nothing in common with them, maybe lor.

scenario 1
A: eh~ you know susan?
B: ha? don't know leh.
A: aiyo~ the pretty girl who dance at almost all performance de leh.
B: OH.. that one ha.. ya lor she so pretty..

scenario 2
A: you know who is judy?
B: don't know oh.
A: the girl who study in F5C de leh.
B: so many girl study in F5C, who oh?
A: haiyo~ the one who.. *thinks for a while.. pretty? no. smart? not at all. join any performance? noo.. everything NOOO* i also dont know how to say who she is lah. forget it lah not important also.
B: ceh.. wasting my time. not important then don't say ma.




9.12.13 (i dont like 9 now. )


see see see? people cant find the right word to describe me. how sad is that. i assume that i think too much, i don't think they will be anyone who's going to talk something about me. it's not a bad thing also. no people talks about me = no one says something bad about me. but does that means that no one cares? i don't know.


i got friend lah but they're people who are studying in the same class as me, other class also got close friends lah but not much. if i'm in C class, i'll be a little bit itsy bitsy bit closer with friends who are in C class unlike those less close friends from other class but used to be in the same class the year before when we see each other also hi, bye only or smile only.


i'm not friendly or too quiet or what? i don't think i'm quiet, i talk a lot when i'm with my closer friends, then means i'm shy? don't know lah. it's just that i have little friends jiu dui le. i don't mean that little friends not good, it's just the more the merrier mah. i blog-ed about this before already i think, here i am to repeat the same thing. -_____- boring me.



friends.


i 羡慕 those who have thousands of friends, eg. winnie. she knows people even from kb and tutong. of course lah, cuz she's very friendly and everyone just basically likes her.

i'll be studying in ubd (if they want me) without any of my close friends accompany me. i think i'm going to have the 3 boring-est year, friendless-est year of my life. will i have friends if i study in ubd? moreover, some or maybe all of my close friends will be studying in other countries leaving me all alone in brunei. i know lah, cannot be so selfish de mah, have to share my friends with their new friends also.

sigh. i just want to have more friends but how? i'm not friendly, shy, quiet with new people. i do not want to have 3 boring life in my uni.



be my friend?


if i were given a mission to be friends with a group of unknown people, i think the mission will not be accomplished in a short while. if i were to be winnie or grace, confirm no need 10 minutes, you can hear laugthers coming out from wherever they are.

but for me sure cannot. unless they talk to me first. i seldom make the first move to talk with strangers unless when i'm buying stuff. buy stuff of course have to talk to the uncle/aunty/whoever de mah. haha.

so for today's conclusion, i wont have any friends unless if they talks to me and i have to be more friendly and not shy? then means that i have to force myself to be friendly and not shy? then it will be so not natural. omg~ i think i wont have any friends for the rest of my life.

am i being to pessimistic? sagittarius are suppose to be more positive, friendly, out going and etc. where'd my sagittarius personality go? with my sagittarius personality i'm sure i can have more friends, i hope. or i'm born in the wrong time of the year? i'm off to find my friend now. goodbye.