bad timing.

hello. i was coughing for almost a month few weeks ago and now i'm coughing again. i'm having a terrible sore throat too. if i don't drink any water when i'm thirsty, i'll have a sore throat the next day. i ate pizza the other day too, so it's either the pizza's fault or me not drinking enough water's fault.

coughing is okay if it's during a normal day but i'm going to hong kong is 2 days time, i was hoping of eating all the delicious food there but now that i'm coughing i bet my parents will ban me from eating some food, eg. fried foods. the coughing thing comes at the wrong time. thank god that xiao long bao is not heaty because i heard that hong kong's xiao long bao is much more original than those that we're eating here in brunei as they're more juicier. yum yum.

i drank lots of tea, honey and medicine but still i'm still suffering it. anyone have any cure for teribble sore throat and cough? =(

anyway,

HONGKONG DISNEYLAND HERE I COME!!!

(Dec 1 - Dec 7)

walking on sunshine.

first of all, happy belated 18th birthday to "010" 林依龄 lim ee lynn. ee lynn, if you read this, the picture above is dedicated specially to you! you're welcome. (:

i'm here blogging to keep my blog alive but in fact i have nothing to update. my life is dull and boring, i do the same thing everyday. boohoo. i want to do something special before i leave, but what's that something special? anyone have any special things to do? care to do it together with me?

oh oh, i'm happy yesterday and today because i get to drink coke. coke is the best soft drink ever. i love coke! i can actually drink it everyday i want, nobody will stop me i think but i don't want to get fat and cavity so i'll have to have some self control. drinking coke makes judy happy.




the colour is so nice right? but that "010" says it looks very kaling. -___- i was actually very lucky that night because i was helping tet wee to open his card when he's playing poker and his cards were quite "big", but once 010 says my nail colour looks very kaling, my luck were all gone.

maybe my good luck comes from the colour, and the colour get angry when "010" crictize it. HAHAHA. even a nail polish gets angry. i don't get really good comment on the colour from others either. but i seriously think that it looks okay wa. really that ugly kan?

anyway, i'll be going to HK next monday. i'm so excited about it but i heard that it's getting cold there which is not a good thing because

cold weather > thick clothes > tak ngam brunei weather. =(

i hope they're still selling those clothes that suits brunei weather because i have so much that i wanted to buy. i really hope they have what i want. and we're definately going to HK DISNEYLAND! it's a must, cannot miss it. hope it doesn't rain when we get there. it's a 1 week trip, i'll be back on the 7th(baby kerstin's 1yr old bday!!)



dirty slippers on dirty carpet.


p/s: the other stupid wants to go back soon but the new maid doesn't know how to cook yet. is this a good or a bad thing?

a trip to the dentist.

story written below is based on real life story.


while i was eating Choco Crispy the other day, i broke my tooth. at first, i thought it was just the cereal that's stucked on my teeth therefore i just ignore it and continue enjoying my cereal. after a few bites, i can feel myself chewing something that's not cereal, it feels rather hard and when i went to have a look at my teeth at the mirror. i noticed that i broke my tooth.

mother brought me to the gov. dentist the next day but the number were all finish and so i have to go other day. i have to go to the dentist to either remove the tooth or "fill" the tooth because it cuts my tongue.

my mother brought me to the dentist around 7.15 and i told her that it's still so early as it's open at 7:45am. my mother didn't bother and still drive me there. when i reach there, there were already people waiting over there. i guess that it's true that mother is always right. the receptionists hasn't even arrive. i placed my IC and wait like what others did.

i waited until my name is called, pay, and waited outside the dentist room. there're children who went in to the dentist room happily or with a so-so mood but end up coming out crying. some even shout out loud inside the room, everyone outside the room can hear it. it really scares me.

when my number is called, i went into the room and the dentist asked what's wrong, i told her i broke my tooth. she examine it with some tools that she's holding and told me that she has to remove the teeth because the cavity in my tooth is too big. :(

cavity: a hollow space or a pit in a tooth, most commonly produced by caries. A cavity may be artificially made to support dental restorations.

i always thought only kids have cavity but i was wrong. boohoo. even my mother have cavity. her teeth are scary, she showed me just now. *shivers*

the dentist first inject some make-your-teeth/jaw/mouth-numb-medicine on my jaw, and she asked me to wait outside. for the first time, my legs were trembling. my not scared, i'm just.. nervous because my tooth is not even shaky and the dentist is going to remove it.

i was asked to go in again, and this time she asked me to open my mouth as wide as possible and she assure me that i won't feel any pain, only a little pressure( though i don't feel any pressure). i thought only dentist uses a plier look alike tool, but in real life there really is this kind of dentist. i saw my dentist holding the plier look alike tool, i closed my eyes and before you even feel anything.. my tooth were removed.

i swear that i feel nothing, the make-you-numb-medicine is really good, though it last a little too long, it last for the whole morning. i can feel even 2-3 hours later i removed my tooth. she put some cotton thing to stop the blood from bleeding. and i can go home. oh, i get to keep my tooth too. :)

my premolar(i think) is so huge, compare with other teeth. the roots are freaking long i swear! i can even take a picture of it and post it up if you don't believe it but i'm too lazy to do so. =P i can see clearly the black thing that we called cavity on my tooth, i know it's nothing to be proud of.

the bleeding last for a long time, i don't know why it lasts so long that i don't feel like eating altho i'm so hungry because it's weird to eat with blood right? i cant rinse my mouth, no hot and cold food and drinks.

i feel like crying when i use my tongue to touch the place where the removed tooth use to stand. it's so empty, slippery and feels weird when i'm eating. sobs. i don't want to lose of my teeth, i want to have perfect teeth. thank god that the cavity is grown on my premolar, if it's on my canine or the front teeth, for sure i'm gonna look so ugly. so i should be a little happy for the fact that one of my premolar is gone. *fake smile*

HELP! i was tagged.

1) take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
2) dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair, just take a picture.
3)post that picture with NO editing.
4) post the picture with these instructions.
5) tag 7 people to this.
6) *no tag backs*



i was tagged by sen ern. (:



i'm tagged by jane.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What do you want most for the time being??
my own room.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
eating.

3. What is your 1 regret in life?
stop my swimming lesson.

4. Who inspires you?
my dad.

5. Tell me something I dont know about your family background.
my grandpa escape from 金门 to Brunei during WW2.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
no.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my bolster.

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
changing my blog's layout. i'm gonna be 18, no more childish boat floating around my blog!!

9. If you can get out of your current life circumstance, would you?
not really, all i want is to go out more frequently with my friends. MUMMY YOU HEAR ME? I KNOW I HAVE TO WORK. sigh!

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
jane - lame, funny, creative.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
rich yet 大方, love me most and always there to support me.

12. What's your favourite dessert(s)?
honeydew sago, fruit tarts, ice creams, mango pudding, bu bu cha cha and etc.

13. What is your ambition?
famous model.

14. Describe your life in one word.
幸福的很.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
rich.

16. If you have a chance, where would you like to further your study with scholarships?
anywhere out of borneo island will do.

17. Who is the person/people that you can share all your problems with?
happi goh lee wen.

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
working with loads of projects regarding QS.

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
i have no idea, but i'll answer this question once i get the answer. i spent a long time thinking but nothing comes up. :(

20. What is your dream job?
famous model of a QS company. wahaha. QS lah QS lah..



i tag

- karen
- pin jia
- susan
- may
- hui zhen
- chia yuin

let the radio break the silence

REPLIES

spongehead: but which one taste better? for sure brunei lah ho since you prefer brunei one.
pinjia: why =(? smile~
susan: hope so. =P
grace: why you want people to cry when you leave? later become more 舍不得 ah..
ern: not ready also have to ready ah. this is life.
jiunn: feb'09.
koyu: like that 不肥死才怪啊！
winnie: we MUST keep in touch. i don't want to lose a friend like you. hugs.

i went horse riding @ DST Fun Fair yesterday. when we reached there some of the booth have already started packing and so all we did were just horse riding and had ice cream. horse riding is fun! my horse's name is Yurita and she's 10 years old. $5 for 3 rounds. i'm so happy, riding a horse is also one of the "wants" of mine. one down and so much more to go.. (:

i went to chia yuin's pot luck party. i brought orange and strawberry flavoured jelly. they turn out to be very "laku". anyway, everyone was busy... gambling that night. there's a table for mahjong, poker, rummy and ps. i know how to play poker, i won $1.50(after deducting the capital) that night, which is consider good i guess according to eelynn who won $2 after playing for so long. WAHAHA! *grins* winnie is the poker queen of the night.

poker is so addictive, i cant stop thinking about it at home i don't know why. my internet are finally connected to the world and the first thing i did was play poker online. i played for an hour or so and felt a little bored already. haha. i get bored very fast, i know.

魔法哈库纳马塔塔 我最期待 甜甜的爱
LALALALALALALALALALALALALA
哈库纳马塔塔 王子快来 哦 我的爱
` 哈库纳马塔塔-黑girl

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find
` fall for you - second hand serenade

你 看穿我的冷漠 亲吻我的烦忧
不在乎我曾经的错 如果不是你的款款温柔
还以为这爱 只是一个传说
请 相信我的承诺 虽然有点笨着 但我看见幸福的风
如果我把我的手 放在背后 愿不愿意牵着一起走
` 幸福的风-杨宗伟

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
` 7 things - miley cyrus

above are lyrics of some random songs that i simply love.

i've been eating like i've never eat before for the past few days and conclusion for eating these much is nevertheless gaining weight! i gained 1.5kgs, that was last night lah. i was so afraid that i might become a pig if i don't stop eating like that, therefore i ate ONLY sandwiches for breakfast and nothing for lunch. i try weighing myself and TADA~ thank god that 1.5kgs are gone and i'm back to my normal weight now. i'll have to control myself from eating so much from now on. i want to lose more weight. 10 more kgs to go!!!

bye bye.

5 4 3 2 1

I’ve been thinking about how my life will be when I’m in Perth. Everything will be different. The weather, food (I assume), people, environment, and everything are different!

My cousin who’s in Melbourne told me that the temperature is so crazy that it can be 28 degree Celsius today and tomorrow the temperature might fall to 9 degree. She had to wear her winter clothes even though it’s spring. I hope that the weather in Perth will be better than Melbourne’s. (:




choo choo train @ Excapade.


First of all, there won’t be any Sushi Excapade in Perth, which is a sad thing because the sushi in Perth might be different from Brunei’s. I heard that they had “modified” the sushi in Brunei to suits the people’s taste. That’s why the original sushi from Japan and Brunei’s taste different.

I can’t have my usual family day that occurs every Sunday, yes EVERY SUNDAY, which is why I love Sundays. We (me and my family) get to go out from approximately 10-11am to 7pm. We’ll first have our brunch, then grocery shopping and go around Brunei, music lessons and high tea and a little more shopping and home.

There would be less Chinese restaurants, even if they have one, the food might taste somehow different compared to Brunei’s Chinese restaurant. Boohoo. No more kolo mee, dim sums and etc.

All I’d have is sandwiches, cereal, instant noodles and fruits. Why? Because they’re easy to make and requires less cost and time. This is what I assume but I think these are the foods that I’ll be most likely to eat. They’re healthy too, except for the instant noodles.

Da jie told me that they sell jumbo pack instant noodle. But I wonder if they taste as good as the old time favorite Maggi or not.






Btw (bee tee double eu), there’s a new branch of Excapade Sushi located at Serusop, it’s Sushi Shoduko (not sudoku), if I’m not mistaken. It’s rather small inside, less Japanese kind of feel but there’s still the train there. There’s even a hot water thingy (picture above), just push your cups toward it and there’s your hot water. This is something that Excapade Sushi don’t have.

Since there’s 4 seasons in Perth, yes I can hear birds singing during spring, see leaves turning from green to red in autumn, feel the warmth of summer and most of all I get to feel the crack on my skin during winter!

Winter can dry up my skins and so I’ll be needing moisturizer and lotion to moisten my skin to keep them nice and not dry. I bet my skin will not be use to the weather in Perth and might... Sigh! Get pimples. 阿弥陀佛~ let’s hope that this wont happen to me.






wanna fight?


I’ll miss my family and friends too. Thank god I get to spend Happi’s first part of childhood with her, and I bet she’ll be missing me a lot in the rest of her childhood as I’m her favorite sister & friend.

As for baby Kerstin, I’m sure that she’s see me with her “who-the-heck-are-you?” face once I come back for holiday. She’s 11 months now and she’ll be talking in no time. I’ll call home regularly to make sure that she doesn’t forgets me and also to update my current situation with my family.

I hope that my mother wants to talk to me whenever I call, because every times er jie calls, she’d be busy watching TV, eating or etc. I don’t want the same thing to happen to me. I know my mother’s “schedule” already. I wont be calling during weekdays as she’s busy for the whole day, working in the day and TV at night. Yes, movies are sometimes very important to her, she can’t miss any episodes one. Weekends is when I’ll be calling. So, sit by the telephone and wait for my call, mummy.





I wonder whether my bathroom has heater or not. I prefer bathing with warm water but sometimes hot. No, I’m not a 变态, it just feels better to bath with hot water sometimes. Not 100 degree Celsius hot lah. Whatever lah, I know you guys don’t get what I mean either, it’s just… bathing in cold water is like a torture to me.

Did you notice that I mentioned the bathroom as MY bathroom? Yup, the bathroom is in my room, my own personal washroom. No sharing though sharing is caring. There’s also house keeping every week, which is compulsory not that I’m lazy. =P

I’ve ask for a room with washroom in it but I can only know which room I’ll have in January because there’s still students living it in and they’ll be moving out next January, and then I’ll know which room I’ll be taking. But according to Melissa from James Hon Education, there won’t be a problem to have that room.




I’ll be staying in the room alone, with no one to chat with before I sleep. My sister always talks with me before we sleep. After I leave, there won’t be anybody talking to any of us. I know we’re talkative!

Sometimes during holidays, we even sneaked downstairs to watch TV during our sleeping hours. She also accompanies me to eat supper when I’m hungry in the night, I cook for her too when she’s hungry. I know, I’m the best sister anyone could have. I’m so proud of me. =)

lastly,


@ Country Patch, Kiulap.


Pop juice from Country Patch is nice. There’s a $15 high tea for 2 from 3-6pm, weekends only. Serve with yummy cakes, chicken wings and etc. We went there yesterday but there’s none left. So depressing. It’s so cute, there’s tomato filled with tuna, too bad I didn’t get to try any. Btw, they change the high tea menu every week. High tea, anyone?

I love the place. It’s also a small place yet cozy. Go and have a look in there, and you’ll get what I mean.

I'm gonna watch Madagascar 2 tomorrow, i hope. i cant wait!! =D

I like to move it move it..
He likes to move it move it..
She likes to move it move it..
We like to.. MOVE IT!!!

fall for you.

i'm currently craving for fruit tart. they taste so delicious, i'm gonna bake it as soon as i get all the ingredients needed but due to my terrible oven i think it won't look as nice as the picture shown on the left. click here for the recipe, there's also a video teaching you how to bake it.

the fruit tart shown on the video is probably a fruit pie not a fruit tart. i prefer fruit tart though, because it's cute. it's more prefereable, for me, to place 1 whole fruit tart in my mouth and start chewing it. it's more fun eating this way, than biting a small bit and let the delicious crumbs fall off.

i told my mother that i'm gonna bake fruit tarts, guess what she say? she exclaims, " go buy lah, don bake" i say, "it's expensive to buy oh. you pay ah?" she says " yea.." it's obvious that she doesn't really encourage me to bake and i don't know why. HAHA. but it's good as she's gonna buy them for me. (:

this is the kind of the jeans bag that i saw the other day at the dentist. the one i saw is much more nicer than this one but this looks a lil like the one i saw except for the brown part.

i've been searching in msn and yahoo but there's no jeans bag that look exactly like the one i saw. i really want to have the one that i saw, maybe not the exact same one. i wonder where the girl bought it. i should have ask her but i was too.. shy?

goodbye.

thank you.

i want to get drink till drunk, be really rich, do bungee jumping, torture the maids, get double eye-lids, remove hairs in between my eye brows permanently, marry a rich husband whom i love and he loves me more, get a flip phone although i still love my n80, be able to travel around the world aleast 3 times a year. i want my honeymoon in either tahiti or dubai, if my future husband wants it to be in dubai, i want to stay in burj al arab hotel, thank you, paris or italy is not a bad idea too. *wink wink* can have a happy life, make sure my family are living happily too. have kids, loads of kids, good looking kids, since i'm so rich i can have as many kids as i want. try on a kimono, get to 飚车 during midnight, get to go home late! have sleepovers, have sex to see if it really feels that good, have a sport car, have a big house with a no maids at all, only part time maids since my house is so big, i might die if i finish cleaning the whole house, do facial twice a month to make sure my skins are sparkly clean and shiny(not oily okay!), get to buy clothes not only before CNY arrives, be smart, be deaf sometimes when stupids are talking, oh.. i forgot i'm so rich i can hire other maids who is 1000 times better than the stupids. i've always think that i'll be blind some day because i can recognize voices easily at times, especially when i hear the radio i know who's singing altho i've never hear that song but make sure i hear his/her voices before lah. people who are blind can regconize voices better, isn't? want people to listen to me because i'm not always wrong, i have my clever times too okay? i wanted to faint too, dont ask why, i just want to know how it feels like when one faint. be famous, everyone knows me but i might not know them. HAHA. have all the accessories that i like, be a DJ, have a mature voice, everytime i call the radio station, the DJ would ask how old am i because of my voice. -__- there's nothing wrong with my voice okay, i love my voice. be a detective, lawyer since i always talk back with almost everyone and i think talking back makes a good lawyer. have a stable income. i want a jeans bag too, i saw one the other day it's so nice but i couldn't find it on the internet. :( design my own accessories, have "9d" as my own brand. everyone would want to be like me, envy me, it's time that people is jealous of me instead of the other way round. i want to be so sexy that i can 杀死 all the males. have a gun, pistol i don't want those long hunter ugly guns. short ones are cooler. have my own hair stylist so i can have good looking hair style that suits me of course. have the plant, that plant that i saw below happi's tuition place but i don't know what's the plant name. boohoo. i just want it! go to gym everyday so i can get rid of all my fats. have ** 172 as my license plate. own a rabbit and a playful but not as playful as gucci kind of dog but i still like gucci tho i don't even play with her. write a diary, at least 1. i've always write for a few days and threw the whole book away when i was younger. be more decisive. have a cactus plantation, i have no idea whhy but i think cactus are cool. the boyfriend gave me my very first cactus that looks exactly the same now as the first time i got it which is 2 years ago. get to play piano very smoothly, read notes faster, i dont actually read the notes but i was scolded by my teacher and so i have no choice but to learn to read the notes now. i want to dance too, i want to learn ballroom dancing, sexy dances and etc. i want to be a model too. *walk walk walk pose wave~* haha. day dreaming. have an orphanage. learn to bake, i love baking. baking for my love ones.. i wanna go disco tho i know im not that kind of dancing people but i love places that's very 热闹. have a very romantic wedding. i want someone who can listen to me talking when i feel like talking. i want to cry. i want to have great pictures of me, myself! cuz i don't really looks nice in pictures, even in real life. :( i love eye make up, my eyes hurt whenever i put on the double eyelid stickers, that's why i don look good on eye make up cuz i don have double eye lids! not fair. i like drawing too but i cant really draw a decent pic of anything. *frown* i wan to pierce my ears again, i want more holds. it's gonna be so cool but for sure it'll hurt. i want to get a tattoo too which hurts much more than having my ear pierce. so mission cancelled for the tattoo, my dad allows me to have my ears pierce, then i'll be having 3 holes in 1 ear and 1 on the other. so cool, isn't? i want to have my own room, my own big room. i don want to have pimple! i want to go clubbing. i wan to have 脚踝. i want to have bigger eyes, mine is small compare to people with big eyes but big compare to people with small eyes. i want to have tarot cards. i want to go 算命, i want people to tell me what kind of people i am because i want to know what they think of me plus im not very sure what kind of people i am either. i wan to have a picnic at the green green field, flying kites, starring at the clouds, feel the wind blows.. i want to have a good parents in-law, tvs are always showing evil parents in-law especially mother in-law.. i want to laugh so happily. i wan to climb trees. i want to have my own tree house. i want to own a horse too. i want to dye my hair, my parent dont allow me to dye. :( have a medical check up. i dont want to have air sick. i want to go to 虎豹别墅, singapore again. i want to go to thailand, manila, kl and bali island. things are cheap in these countries. i want to have lots of friends. i want to learn "deep"/pro english vocabulary. i want to have great smiles. i want to sew. i like miniature stuffs, i want a mini jackpot machine thingy, mini 挟娃娃机器 which is to 挟糖果 instead of 娃娃 and etc. i want to know whether santa clause really exist. i want to know whether i'll be going to hell or heaven when i die, or they don't even exist either? i wan to go to brunei museum, i love going there, it's somehow scary in there in the brunei tradition kind of room, i love 刺激, surprises. i want to see ghosts. i want to spend my money without worrying how much i have left. i want to know my favourite colour because i don't have a particular one. i want to play squash and badminton. if i get to choose how i'd like to die, i want a method that can make me die without feeling any pain. i want to have new bras and panties, my bras are out of shape and some of my panties are loose. i want to have a ds/psp tho i don't really play with them a lot maybe it's because i dont have one! i want to see shooting stars. i want my parents to be proud of me. i want to wear 小佯装 , DIY something, ride on a roller coaster, bake & eat fruit tarts, learn to swim, have long eye lashes, use masscara, do not have air sick, have soft hair, see and fell snow, skinny waist, arms, legs and everything, i want to have smaller feet, mine is huge! i want to watch late night movies, have skin like snow white, read a good book, have an attic in my future house, coloured lens spectacles, i want to sleep easily, i want people to tell me they love me tru a hand written love letter, i want to receive flowers everyday, long finger nails, flawless complexion, go to a circus. i want to watch shutter, the scary thai ghost movie. i want to learn roller blading too.

why cat loves yarn?

update on stupids mo:

new name for the maid as stupids sounds vulgar. one of them went back last night and there's one more left.

i think i've made a mistake on what mo did. i said that she did something with my brush right? but i think it was a mistake after all. i stop using the brush and notice that it was dry, and then i started using it again and realise why the brush is wet when ever i was inspecting it, it's because it close with a cover and therefore the the water couldn't evaporate or something like that. that's why it's wet and i tot it's mo who's using it. sorry, my bad.

the soap incident is still a mystery. i've been coughing like a mad person these days and mo made a cup of medicine made from leaves for me, i feel so uncomfortable. why is she treating me so good all of the sudden?

a new temporary maid is coming today. mother will continue "using" her if she's good. (: