goodbye 2008.

today is the last day of 2008 and 2009 will arrive in just a few hours. i've been celebrating new year's eve every year except for this year. so we'll be stuck at home, count down ourself and go to bed. actually, i was asked to go to karen's place tonight but i chose to stay at home with my family. :) anyway, i don't feel anything special about the arrival of 2009. i'm not happy nor angry about it, i guess im just so so with it lor. i was thinking about something last night..

if you were give a chance to choose how you want to die, which one will you choose?

isn't it good? we get to choose what kind of method to die. as for me, i've thought of some very beautiful dying scene. i would roll down from a hill in slow motion so i can feel the wind blowing my hair, feel the heat of the ground and just when you think that it's so beautiful, poor judy get hit by a lorry. blood spreading all over the place, the killer calls 911 but when 911 arrive, judy left..

so what do you think about my way of dying? let me know yours too, if you have one. :) oh ya, i would like to die immediately so that i don't have to suffer any pain. sometimes i really feel like dying, if i die i'd like to find out whether i'll go to hell or heaven, is hell really made of 18 floor as we chinese used to say 十八层地狱, do i get to meet god, if i'm going to heaven, will i be able to look down and see what's everyone doing and mayb if i go to hell, everytime i look up i might see something not really nice. HAHA.

new year is just in a few hours. i wonder what my friends will be doing there.. i chose to stay with my parents because i'm afraid to ask them whether i can go or not. haha. i have to 鼓起很大的勇气 to ask them whether i can go or not and the answer is more or less always the same.. NO! i don't like feeling disappointed so i might as well don't ask and stay at home, that way i wont feel disappointed.

i didn't join them (my friends) during xmas eve, 放飞机 during the ''ketchup" session and i'm not going tonight again. i bet they wont ask me out anymore if i continue not going out with them. haha. 你们敢?! =P

this is gonna be my last post for 2008 and it's so not interesting. omg! i dont have any interesting to share only some not really intereting way of dying that i want.

i've been watching 幸福的抉择 these days. it's so nice, when i say nice i mean the main characters, the movie is not that bad either. 命中注定我爱你 is my very first movie that i finish watching using youtube and 幸福的抉择 might be the second unless it gets really boring in the next few episodes. i'm currently watching episode 07. really nice. go watch.

i'll be going for a jog with happi later, we've been jogging for 4 times this week but why is my weight still the same? haha. it's because i walk instead of jog, i'm gonna really do some jogging later. oh, i did bake the fudge brownies that i mentioned in the previous post and it's a big failure. the bottom was burnt but luckily it taste okay but after we left it overnight it taste weird. it's all the oven's fault! :( i'm gonna cook some jelly later too.

p/s: next post might be about my favourite colour. i think i like green but i don't know. stay tune for the next post to know my favourite colours. notice that the word colour is with S.

goodbye and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! see you guys next year which is very soon. XD

still there for me.

i find some people are very selfish because they do not want to donate their blood to those who needs it. there might be many reason why they do not want to donate, ie. they have some kind of very serious sickness and do not want to spread it to others, afraid of the pain, yada yada yada and selfish (those who doesn't want to donate their blood for no reason because they think that it's their blood and they have the right to decide whether to donate or not and etc).

this issue im talking about got nothing to do to those who are having major sickness and those who are afraid. just about those who are.. SELFISH!

what if one day you have some major blood loss due to some sickess and there's no one to donate their blood to you? what if you're an orphan or whatever, just imagine that you have no family or you and your family members have different blood type (this happens, my blood type is O+ while my other siblings are A+ but this doesn't mean that im adopted or whatever) and your only hope is from those who is kind enough to donate their precious blood to you to save your life.

we all know that everyone need blood to survive but it doesn't mean that if you donate your blood and you wont be able to get back the amount of blood that you've donated. your body will somehow reproduce the blood so that you'll have sufficient amount of blood in your body. and do you know that it's better if we donate our blood every 3 months to remove the unwanted material from the body? 一举两得 leh.. makes you healthier and at the same time you can save others.

if everyone is thinking selfish-ly then die lah. the amount of people who needs blood is more than the amount of people who donate the blood. how can? if all the sick people depends on just a few number of people to donate the blood, it wont be enough lah. the blood type might not be different and it not easy to get the correct blood type.

HAHA. i don't even know why im typing this here. anyway, JUST GO DONATE YOUR BLOOD LAH!! =)

love,
JuDY

simply because

MERRY CHRISTMAS! i had my christmas eve dinner at the empire. ginger bread doesn't taste really good. we're suppose to go out kia kia somewhere but my parents were tired so we spend the rest of the hours watching tv until the clock strikes 12 we said merry christmas and went to sleep after that. yea, i know it's not very christmas-y but oh well, this is brunei. i got present from dajie. it's an angel candle.

i might bake fudge brownies when i go home later. :) i hope that the output will be good. remember that i have a lousy oven?! haha. i'm gonna watch bed time story tomorrow with my sisters.

2008 is gonna end and i haven't did any productive thing yet. how sad is that. i didn't go to school for 1 whole year. i find it cool but kind of bored too, as working is not as fun as going to school except that we have longer lunch break at work than at school. =P

what happened during 2008,

- didn't go to school for 1 whole year.
- work in DA and earn $$$.
- get to go to more sleepovers than last year and they love my jelly. =D
- i didn't get in MD and i wasn't accepted by UBD.
- finally decided to study QS in perth.
- got the F4 drawing from TVB8.
- bake for the first time.
- won lots of prizes from RTB.
- talked with DJ izan, i really enjoy listening to her show although she might be a lil annoying at times and i kept talking about her these days. btw, she's at country patch during christmas eve. oh izan~
- get to be with my family more compare to the past few years.
- learnt a few "deep" english vocabulary.
- ate prosperity burger from McD for the first time and i think McDeluxe is better.
- went to manila during CNY and HK during this year end holiday.

that's all that i have in my mind right now, i'm sure that there's more. you know what? i'm finally 18 now and i want to go donate some blood of mine to those who needs it. i'm 18 now, i bet my parents wont have anymore disallow me to do so as they keep saying that "you can't donate your blood unless you're 18 and above." and TADA~ i'm 18.


lots of love,
JuDY

now or never.

i'm finally 18 now. thanks to those who came for the not so suprising birthday party, greetings and the presents. (:

i'll be driving in no time. i got my provisional license the other day. dajie taught me some simple driving lesson which is not very simple for me. HAHA. she let me drive from the simpang to my house. it's actually our little secret as my parents might bomb us for doing this. unfortunately, we got caught by my mother that day and dajie explained everything to her and she didn't get mad at me. XD i might going to my law lesson thingy tomorrow, hopefully.

i finally found a book regarding sign language at TA & MORGEN. it's for babies & toddlers but i can learn from the very beggining right? i hope they have a adult version cause i'm 18 now. haha. they're having 30%-50% discount on most of their books, i hope my mother will really buy me the book as she says she will.

i've been playing virtual villagers on my phone lately. it's so addictive. i feel so funny whenever they're about to 'get freaky'. WAHAHA.

i got this from TVB 8. it's a drawing of F4 drawn by the host of the show. i fax my answer over to the show and few days later, my mother told me she heard my name on the show. few days later again, i got this drawing. isn't it cool?

p/s: nelly, this is the drawing that i told you the other day.

someone like you.

I LOVE THIS SONG it's not only nice but it has my name in it!! my mother says she name me judy because she likes this song too. isn't it cool? i get to know why she named me judy. whenever i called the station, the dj would sing this song once i told them what my name is but i have no idea what the heck that song is until i went to look for it.

i cant find it anywhere it the internet, but thanks to sogou because there's where i got the song. i guess that people dont really like the song but i think it's nice. you guys should try listening to it too. i want my future husband to sing it to me on our wedding day. it'd be so sweet if it really happen, isn't? XD

listen to the song and tell me what you think about it in the tagboard. i'm sure that you guys will think it's nice too, no?

HK trip.

hello. i'm back. i'm lazy to type now as i've been uploading these pictures the whole day and night. the pictures will do the talking. btw, pictures are not arranged in orders.

waving while riding on dumbo. (:

with the clowns.

outside 小人国.

judy & happi.

monkey us.

reading tarzan's book.

on our way to tarzan's house.

adventure land!

stitch's doll, judy and angel.

papa catch me, i catch you with stitch's hand. XD

at the cashier.

with the chipmunks.

judy & may.

stitch & angel.

enormous christmas tree behind us.

cars from 'cars'.

notice mickey's 'garden' behind?

mickey handle on the MTR.

even the windows are in the shape of mickey's head.

the shopping center below our hotel.

us taking pictures on the christmas decoration ball.

some kind of standing eel fish.

@ ocean park.

jelly fish in green light.

jelly fishes.

cute.

clown dustbin @ ocean park.

seals.

the place where seals & dolphins perform.

tinkle bell from the disneyland MTR.

mickey, minnie & goofy.

one of the parade.

ariel and her friends on the parade.

who wants ice cream?

小人国.

bambi, thumper and the skunk.

some of the drawings.

the palace filled with lights before the firework session.

the fireworks are awesome. we're each given a hologram specs, we can see snowman on all the light using the specs. it's so cool. the whole firework thing is so nice too. the front of the palace were filled with crowds. the 气氛 is just so nice.

judy & happi go round.

@ ngong ping to see the huge buddha.

btw, i cant find the picture of us with the buddha and etc. i'll post it up if i found them. 梅艳芳 is "burried" there. not burried but she's there. her "thingy" is there. her fans wrote her letters too. creepy right? she's there but not really there cuz i cant see her..

jumbo kingdom.

inside jumbo kingdom where we had our dinner.

ocean park again.

CHRISTMAS!

funny looking man with us.

not so scary roller coaster.

us on pirate ship.

christmas on our lil house.

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