im suffering insomnia again! it got a little serious at the begining of this week. i always go to bed around 10 but i am still awake at 11pm, 12 midnight and sometimes 1am.. yesterday was worst, i was half asleep and when i looked out at the window, it was a little bit bright. can you believe that? it's already morning and i havent sleep, as in sleep sleep, you know? i felt tired when i wake up in the morning. this is so wrong. everything is doing in the opposite direction. how can this be? i don't know why i'm like this, i go to bed early but dont get to sleep in until late.
but the cool thing is, im always getting lots of thoughts before i sleep. i know im not an author, creator or something but it just comes to me like that. it is the same like how sometimes i'm thinking about something when im not suppose to and my mother would tell me to stop thinking and just go to sleep but i wasn't even thinking about it, it just pops out of my mind from no where.
i have lots of thoughts but the one that i think was cool was what i had last night. it's about heaven, hell and earth.. i know this is weird but IT JUST COMES TO MY MIND AND I CANT CONTROL MY MIND SO TADA! every wonder why we're in earth? why some people die and go to heaven and some to hell? some may say those who do good will go to heaven and vice versa.
my thought from last night is saying that people in earth is just like where students take their exam in school, those who pass can go to heaven where people can have fun and enjoy their holiday, those who fail have to go to hell/tuition to do more "revision" and retake the exam again in earth/school. the whole cycle will continue to circulate until we all "pass our exam". i wonder how earth will be if we're all behaving good and totally have no bad things going on around the world, we'll all go to heaven and there wont be anyone left on earth. hmmm..
cool thought eh? i'm sure there'll be people who totally have no idea what im saying. this is what always happen to me. so sien. only me and some people who are close to me knows what im saying. i have bad explanation skills. :(
love,
judy.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Saturday, November 06, 2010
introducing me .
it's weekend and i'm too bored and hence the below questionaire. :D
LAST
1. Last beverage: water.
2.Last phone call: yesterday.
3.Last text message: this morning.
4.Last song you listened to: 新不了情
5.Last time you cried: when dajie left perth.
HAVE YOU EVER
6.Got back with someone you've broken up with: yea.
7. Been cheated on: yes.
8.Kissed someone & regretted it: no.
9. Lost someone special: no.
10.Been depressed: yes.
11.Been drunk and threw up: i dont think so.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. pink
14. red
THIS YEAR YOU HAVE: ( 2010)
15.Made a new friend:yea..
16.Fallen out of love: hmm..
17. Laughed until you cried: always..
18. Met someone who changed you: no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i think so?
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: mostly
23. How many kids do you want?: 2 or 3
24. do you have any pets: yea..
25. Do you want to change your name: last time..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: dont remember.
27. What time did you wake up?: today? 12 noon. :D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: just arrived home.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: home.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last week i think.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be a brunei citizen.
32. What are you listening to right now: replay - sean kingston
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope.
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: no one.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook.
36. What’s your real name: Judy Goh Ting Ting.
37. Nicknames: ting
38. Relationship Status: in a relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius
40. Male or Female?: female
41. Primary School?: CHMS
42. Secondary School?: CHMS
43. High school/college?: CIC
44.Hair color: black.
45. Long or short?: not long not short.
46. Height: 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: TEEHEE.
48. What do you like about yourself? : don't know. everything? HEHE.
49. Piercings: ears.
50. Tattoos: no.
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRST:
52. First surgery: not yet.
53. First piercing: 7 years old i think.
54. First best friend: CPJ. XD
55. First sport you joined: badminton.
56. First vacation: dont remember
57. First pair of trainers, tennis shoes: no idea.
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: none.
59. Drinking: nothing
60. I'm about to: finish this thing.
61. Listening to: 寂寞寂寞就好
62. Waiting for: tomorrow
63. I'm feeling: BORED!
YOUR FUTURE:
64 Want kids?: yup
65. Get married?: duh
66 Career: with lots of $$$
YOUR DREAM GUY/GIRL:
67. Lips or eyes: any
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller?: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: any
73. Sensitive or loud: any
74. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger: nope
76. Drank hard liquor: no
77. Lost glasses/contacts: every morning.
78. Sex on first date: HAHAHA.
79. Broken someone's heart: yea..
80. Been arrested: nope
81. Turned someone down: yea..
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: TEEHEE.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: don't know.
85. Love at first sight: don't know.
86. Heaven: yes
87. Santa Claus: last time.
88. Kiss on the first date: i can do that if i want to. i dont have to believe in it. right?
89. Angels: don't know.
90. God: yea.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: AHHH.. no.
92. Your bestest friends: CPJ and 581.
93. Did something illegal?: no.
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i don have to make decisions.
95. Who do you miss: pipi
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: why?
97. Favourite phrase: or 之类的．．
98. Last msn convo: CPJ
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: maybe
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: don't get it. :(
love,
Judy
LAST
1. Last beverage: water.
2.Last phone call: yesterday.
3.Last text message: this morning.
4.Last song you listened to: 新不了情
5.Last time you cried: when dajie left perth.
HAVE YOU EVER
6.Got back with someone you've broken up with: yea.
7. Been cheated on: yes.
8.Kissed someone & regretted it: no.
9. Lost someone special: no.
10.Been depressed: yes.
11.Been drunk and threw up: i dont think so.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. pink
14. red
THIS YEAR YOU HAVE: ( 2010)
15.Made a new friend:yea..
16.Fallen out of love: hmm..
17. Laughed until you cried: always..
18. Met someone who changed you: no.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i think so?
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: mostly
23. How many kids do you want?: 2 or 3
24. do you have any pets: yea..
25. Do you want to change your name: last time..
26. What did you do for your last birthday: dont remember.
27. What time did you wake up?: today? 12 noon. :D
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: just arrived home.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: home.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last week i think.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be a brunei citizen.
32. What are you listening to right now: replay - sean kingston
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope.
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: no one.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook.
36. What’s your real name: Judy Goh Ting Ting.
37. Nicknames: ting
38. Relationship Status: in a relationship
39. Zodiac sign: Saggitarius
40. Male or Female?: female
41. Primary School?: CHMS
42. Secondary School?: CHMS
43. High school/college?: CIC
44.Hair color: black.
45. Long or short?: not long not short.
46. Height: 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: TEEHEE.
48. What do you like about yourself? : don't know. everything? HEHE.
49. Piercings: ears.
50. Tattoos: no.
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRST:
52. First surgery: not yet.
53. First piercing: 7 years old i think.
54. First best friend: CPJ. XD
55. First sport you joined: badminton.
56. First vacation: dont remember
57. First pair of trainers, tennis shoes: no idea.
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: none.
59. Drinking: nothing
60. I'm about to: finish this thing.
61. Listening to: 寂寞寂寞就好
62. Waiting for: tomorrow
63. I'm feeling: BORED!
YOUR FUTURE:
64 Want kids?: yup
65. Get married?: duh
66 Career: with lots of $$$
YOUR DREAM GUY/GIRL:
67. Lips or eyes: any
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller?: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: any
73. Sensitive or loud: any
74. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger: nope
76. Drank hard liquor: no
77. Lost glasses/contacts: every morning.
78. Sex on first date: HAHAHA.
79. Broken someone's heart: yea..
80. Been arrested: nope
81. Turned someone down: yea..
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: TEEHEE.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: don't know.
85. Love at first sight: don't know.
86. Heaven: yes
87. Santa Claus: last time.
88. Kiss on the first date: i can do that if i want to. i dont have to believe in it. right?
89. Angels: don't know.
90. God: yea.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: AHHH.. no.
92. Your bestest friends: CPJ and 581.
93. Did something illegal?: no.
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i don have to make decisions.
95. Who do you miss: pipi
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: why?
97. Favourite phrase: or 之类的．．
98. Last msn convo: CPJ
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: maybe
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths?: don't get it. :(
love,
Judy
Sunday, October 31, 2010
because im bored.
HELLO. a lot had happened since the last time i blogged which is like 4 months ago. i've completed my certificate IV and i'll be going to uni next year! hooray! i am so bored now. i facebook, read blogs, watch some taiwan variety shows, youtube (ryan higa is so funny!), chat and now i have decided to blog again. :)
this week's weather was crazy. it's spring and yet the wind was always blowing like crazy when im on my way to work. the weather forecast mentioned that next week's weather will be extremely hot! what a huge contrast. ahhh.. i don even know why i'm bloggin about the weather anyway. maybe, because im just too bored.
maybe i'll just upload some pics and say something interesting if i got any later. :D
my taste like nothing special buttermilk cheesecake. it took me a long time to crush all the sweet biscuit and flatten them into the pan and everything but i cant actually taste the biscuit AT ALL. how sad is that. it worst thing is it only worth 6.5 out of 10! i guess that's why we dont see buttermilk cheesecake in cafes that often because it taste OK only. :\
i can ice skate and i like it. :)
me and me sister in me sister's graduation.
this week's weather was crazy. it's spring and yet the wind was always blowing like crazy when im on my way to work. the weather forecast mentioned that next week's weather will be extremely hot! what a huge contrast. ahhh.. i don even know why i'm bloggin about the weather anyway. maybe, because im just too bored.
maybe i'll just upload some pics and say something interesting if i got any later. :D
my taste like nothing special buttermilk cheesecake. it took me a long time to crush all the sweet biscuit and flatten them into the pan and everything but i cant actually taste the biscuit AT ALL. how sad is that. it worst thing is it only worth 6.5 out of 10! i guess that's why we dont see buttermilk cheesecake in cafes that often because it taste OK only. :\
i can ice skate and i like it. :) 
me and me sister in me sister's graduation. i have nothing new to update atm. stay tune. :)
love,
Judy
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
Party People.
Hello.
First of all, winter is just a month away and I'm freezing cold right now. Can't really type much but here I am blogging so my blog doesn't look dull with no updates.
Diploma was great. Did expect that I can use autocad and draw plans. I've drawn quite a few plans, elevation, axonometric as in in 3D. Comparing to the previous me, I feel so pro right now but of course there's heaps of people who are 1000 times more pro than me. But you will never satisfied if you keep comparing yourself with others and I've learnt to satisfy right now. I see things more.. What do you call that? More.. "OK"? I don't know. However, I'm with the changes I've made because I really feel much more happier being this way.
3 more weeks and I'll be enjoying my holiday. Can't wait. I have a poster, inking, report and stuff waiting for me to finish. Cant wait for next semester to know what I'll be learning. :)
Love,
Judy
First of all, winter is just a month away and I'm freezing cold right now. Can't really type much but here I am blogging so my blog doesn't look dull with no updates.
Diploma was great. Did expect that I can use autocad and draw plans. I've drawn quite a few plans, elevation, axonometric as in in 3D. Comparing to the previous me, I feel so pro right now but of course there's heaps of people who are 1000 times more pro than me. But you will never satisfied if you keep comparing yourself with others and I've learnt to satisfy right now. I see things more.. What do you call that? More.. "OK"? I don't know. However, I'm with the changes I've made because I really feel much more happier being this way.
3 more weeks and I'll be enjoying my holiday. Can't wait. I have a poster, inking, report and stuff waiting for me to finish. Cant wait for next semester to know what I'll be learning. :)
Love,
Judy
Friday, April 23, 2010
23 April 2010
I am cold.
I have a meeting at 11am,
class starts at 2:30pm.
My hands are freezing.
I am cold.
Love, JUDY
Sunday, April 11, 2010
1 2 3
Hello.
I'm going back to college again starting tomorrow. I enjoyed my Easter Break. Went out 6 in a week, all the walking makes my back ache. Did some unnecessary shopping. Girls will always be girls. But sadly, no pictures were taken. I borrowed some dvds from my cousins. I'm currently watching UP. Not a bad cartoon.
My hair is so long now. I think this is the longest hair I've had for 19 years. XD
I'm super not confident with my studies at the moment. I'm like "half-half" only. It's like i understand but not quite. Something like that. My aim for this year is pass and be able to promote to Year 2. Oh well, I'll try my very best to meet the requirement. My aim had already drop a lot compared to last year.
I might bake apple crumble or cook dinner soon. I don't like the apple that I bought last week. It's not sweet yet it's super expensive. $1 per apple. I have 4 of them left and I'm planning to make apple crumble.
Love JUDY.
I'm going back to college again starting tomorrow. I enjoyed my Easter Break. Went out 6 in a week, all the walking makes my back ache. Did some unnecessary shopping. Girls will always be girls. But sadly, no pictures were taken. I borrowed some dvds from my cousins. I'm currently watching UP. Not a bad cartoon.
My hair is so long now. I think this is the longest hair I've had for 19 years. XD
I'm super not confident with my studies at the moment. I'm like "half-half" only. It's like i understand but not quite. Something like that. My aim for this year is pass and be able to promote to Year 2. Oh well, I'll try my very best to meet the requirement. My aim had already drop a lot compared to last year.
I might bake apple crumble or cook dinner soon. I don't like the apple that I bought last week. It's not sweet yet it's super expensive. $1 per apple. I have 4 of them left and I'm planning to make apple crumble.
Love JUDY.
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