friends?

REPLIES
yiisian: isit? haha. i havent finish watching yet. :)
susan: judy of course is judy lah. how can judy become susan, right?
kyew: haha. okay lor. but not bad for me.
spongehead: not beach lah. haha. cannot plan coconut tree at home meh? eh la you..
grace: crazy lah you. haha. my house lai de eh.
cheahwen: its very easy wan. omega caterpillar mother girl daddy boy~ something like that. lol.
jane: haha. sure sure. i trust you.
jasmine: haha. nice right? i want also.





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pink.




black.

these are some attires that i ordered from cuppycake. price are affordable despite clothings are imported from sg, hk, and taiwan.





i cut my hair few days ago. and from now onwards, i'm not going to cut it. i know i've say that i wont cut my hair last time but i cut it. i swear that i wont cuz it anymore because i want to have long hair like the girls shown above. i bet they look good because they have 天使的脸孔, which i don't have.






where's my friend?


i've mentioned that at jenny's tagbox that i'm going to blog about my friendless life. and here i am blogging about it just after i tag at jenny's.

i don't know where to start actually. i have loads to talk about, but i just cant put everything in sentences due to poor english and poor analysing system that i have in my brain. ah~ chin chai lah.. i just type what i think lah.

i'm just a ordinary and friendless girl. friendless as in super few friends. in fact, i have loads of friends but then we weren't close excluding those i'm good with. karen told me that, sengwei would call her just to chit chat with her. but i don't have friends who call me up just to chit chat with me. they might think that i'm a boring person and have nothing in common with them, maybe lor.

scenario 1
A: eh~ you know susan?
B: ha? don't know leh.
A: aiyo~ the pretty girl who dance at almost all performance de leh.
B: OH.. that one ha.. ya lor she so pretty..

scenario 2
A: you know who is judy?
B: don't know oh.
A: the girl who study in F5C de leh.
B: so many girl study in F5C, who oh?
A: haiyo~ the one who.. *thinks for a while.. pretty? no. smart? not at all. join any performance? noo.. everything NOOO* i also dont know how to say who she is lah. forget it lah not important also.
B: ceh.. wasting my time. not important then don't say ma.




9.12.13 (i dont like 9 now. )


see see see? people cant find the right word to describe me. how sad is that. i assume that i think too much, i don't think they will be anyone who's going to talk something about me. it's not a bad thing also. no people talks about me = no one says something bad about me. but does that means that no one cares? i don't know.


i got friend lah but they're people who are studying in the same class as me, other class also got close friends lah but not much. if i'm in C class, i'll be a little bit itsy bitsy bit closer with friends who are in C class unlike those less close friends from other class but used to be in the same class the year before when we see each other also hi, bye only or smile only.


i'm not friendly or too quiet or what? i don't think i'm quiet, i talk a lot when i'm with my closer friends, then means i'm shy? don't know lah. it's just that i have little friends jiu dui le. i don't mean that little friends not good, it's just the more the merrier mah. i blog-ed about this before already i think, here i am to repeat the same thing. -_____- boring me.



friends.


i 羡慕 those who have thousands of friends, eg. winnie. she knows people even from kb and tutong. of course lah, cuz she's very friendly and everyone just basically likes her.

i'll be studying in ubd (if they want me) without any of my close friends accompany me. i think i'm going to have the 3 boring-est year, friendless-est year of my life. will i have friends if i study in ubd? moreover, some or maybe all of my close friends will be studying in other countries leaving me all alone in brunei. i know lah, cannot be so selfish de mah, have to share my friends with their new friends also.

sigh. i just want to have more friends but how? i'm not friendly, shy, quiet with new people. i do not want to have 3 boring life in my uni.



be my friend?


if i were given a mission to be friends with a group of unknown people, i think the mission will not be accomplished in a short while. if i were to be winnie or grace, confirm no need 10 minutes, you can hear laugthers coming out from wherever they are.

but for me sure cannot. unless they talk to me first. i seldom make the first move to talk with strangers unless when i'm buying stuff. buy stuff of course have to talk to the uncle/aunty/whoever de mah. haha.

so for today's conclusion, i wont have any friends unless if they talks to me and i have to be more friendly and not shy? then means that i have to force myself to be friendly and not shy? then it will be so not natural. omg~ i think i wont have any friends for the rest of my life.

am i being to pessimistic? sagittarius are suppose to be more positive, friendly, out going and etc. where'd my sagittarius personality go? with my sagittarius personality i'm sure i can have more friends, i hope. or i'm born in the wrong time of the year? i'm off to find my friend now. goodbye.