gotta be cold blooded.

i haven't been blogging for days due to the lousy Internet connection. I'm blogging here now at the office in case you guys miss me. wahaha~ but seems like only Koyu and Sen Ern miss me nia. sigh. no picture today because i forget to bring my pen drive.

i wasn't doing much these days except for the day when i went to watch Wu Chun & Ah Sa, Miri and date with Karen, Alex and Damien(psst~ Karen's bf!!).

pictures of wu chun and ah sa that i took was blur, i'll post them up next time. i saw the news of them in Brunei, feel so cool i don't know why and i feel so super happy to see the both of them although I'm not a fan of them, i couldn't imagine how i would react if i saw Vanness..

the trip to Miri with my family last Saturday was a wee different from the previous one. why? because we (me and me sisters) spent more than 1 hour taking pics at the "neo print" shop while my parents do some shopping. i saw Lynn and Angeleen too, the world is really small man! the main purpose of this trip was to fix Happi's spec since its damn cheap there we bought another pair for her instead, i got myself a coloured contact lens too. it's amethyst, i wanted to go for green but i don't know why i get the amethyst one. i changed for 2/3 times actually. ha ha.

went out with karen and her's bfs yesterday to watch twilight samurai. it's an okay movie, i think. i have no comment actually, at least i understand the whole movie. had jolibee before the movie and ate at au lait after the movie. i saw dj izan at au lait, all alone so lonely. she's just sitting right in front of me!! thank god i didn't faint.

i'll be making an appointment with the dentist sometime this week, i hope, to pluck my wisdom teeth. i have 3 of them. triple smart! it doesnt hurt me or affect me at all but i just feel like removing them.

i wasn't really happy these few days due to some reason. the boyfriend called last night. boyfriend, the happiness last for less than 24 hours which means it didn't really help. instant happiness.. i hate maids! i know i'm never bother to do the house work as i always think that i would have a maid at home but i'm gonna change that lousy idea of mine from now on. i hate them even if i really have to have a maid, i'd rather hire a part time maid than a full time one. not gonna tell why.

i think im a lousy friend. i forget the is was grace birthday and didn't even greet her by msg-ing her or anything and so.. happy birthday grace and since i remember that it's grace's bday i would remember that its pinjia's birthday 2 days later. happy birthday pinjia too. may all the wishes that you both wishes come true. hugs.

actually i don't know whether i'm feeling sad or what.. i just feel so empty, so light that i think i can float in the air but of course, i couldn't. it's like im a living judy with nothing inside. the heart is empty, the brain is empty. doesn't really feel like talking, i actually enjoy being quiet, listening to nothing but people talking but i don't really hear what they're talking about. it's just so.. i don't know. i wonder if you guys have ever feel the same way as me.. or maybe you guys don't even understand what im feeling. HAHA.

i admire those who can express their feelings, in lyrics, poem.. the words they use are so beautiful. tho sometimes you think you understand what's it about but actually you don't and vice versa. sometimes we assume that things are so complicated but actually it isn't.. WHAT THE HECK AM I SAYING AGAIN? my god! wake up!!


love always,
JuDY