15 jan 07

part 1

I WAN TO BE A MOTHER! i really want to be a mother, i wanted to be a father actually because father don't need to give birth to baby, they don't need to suffer any pain and etc, but since i'm a girl, i have no choice but choose to be a mother.


why i want to be a mother? that's easy. a mother gets to do whatever they want to, they can scold their children even if their children did only a itsy bitsy small mistake until like the children did a giant mistake. some even scold until so... *speechless* although children are children but they have their own 尊严 too. but if the parent's did the same mistake, they will just say that they din do it on purposely or something and no one will even scold them, so UNFAIR!


mother can also go to anywhere they want to. if their children wanted to for eg, go to school to do some project, she'll say "so mafan, everytime want me to bring you here bring you there, and what you do for me? nothing!" parents do encourage their children to join eca, but eca does happen at home, it happen in other places, like school or etc, and therefore children requires their parents to bring them, because their parents encourage them to join those eca. but when it comes to bring them here and there, parents will start nagging . if you parents don wan to bring us here and there why encourage us to join so much eca? but as a mother i can also go shopping anytime i wan, without anyone nagging me around. =P



parents can also eat whatever they want, even if they're sick and their children try to take good care of them, they'll just say "i'm old enough to take care of myself" or bla bla bla and still continue to eat foods that they are not allow to eat. but if children gets sick, eg. sore throat, the parents will not allow the children to eat this and that. but how will the children listen to the parents if the parents didn't 以身作则?



parents can be so 100% percent good with their children for one second, and when she's on a bad mood she can scold the children for doing only a small mistake. why ah? can we children do that to our parents? NO! because we have to respect them and etc. being a mother is so much fun, i want to be a mother soon without getting old. HAHA. that's impossible i know.


child: mummy, i'm hungry. (very soft voice)

mother: WHAT? (in a loud voice)

child: nothing.

mother: say la, what you say just now? i shout at you because i can't hear what you're saying.

child: NOTHING　LA! (in a super loud voice)

mother: WHY THE HECK YOU SPEAK SO LOUD?

child: i scare you can't hear me ma.


haha. children learn from parents. parents do this, the children will learn from them and do it too.


i just so wan to be a mother now. =D



tomoro i'm going to submit my cv and letter to chms, because i wan to be one of the teacher of chms. i saw yong xi teaching there, and i think its very nice and i also wanted to be like her. but yong xi is the school called her to be a substitute de, from what i heard from grace, she'll be leaving when the real teacher comes. i really hope that chms will want me there. i'm hoping to be a kindergarden teacher. wish me luck. =)


i wan to be a mother!
tata~