16 jan 07

part 2 of i want to be a mother.


mother gets older every year, they tend to forget things alot. when she's afraid that they might forget something, they will just push it all to their children or other people. for eg, mother is afraid that she has a meeting tomoro morning, then she will ask her children to inform her about the meeting. but when the children forgets about it, she'll say " i tot i called you to inform me about the meeting? why did you forget it? a bit of thing also cannot remember? useless children! early know i don give birth to you ah" in a very scary way of course. " so young also will forget things so easily, when i'm young ah~ i never forget things one and bla bla bla" it's the mother's own thing and it's not even the children's fault. children is also human ma, human sure will forget things de ma. plus it's not even the children's thing why want the children to remember le? just keep on blame the children, blame blame blame!





and.. during the school holiday, the child is old enough to help out in the office to of course, earn some income. yes, i know the children didn't help much in the office, but at least its better that the children is willing to go to the office and help instead of staying at home sleeping and eating, isn't it? as long as is people sure will hungry de right? RIGHT PEOPLE??? whenever the children tells the mother that she/he is hungry, the mother will say "only know how to eat eat eat, what else do you know? didn't even help a thing in the office, and you still wan me to bring you go eat!! always want to eat nice food and etc" duh~ it's like got people wan to eat undelicious food like that! of coz is wan to eat nice food la. if the mother thinks the children didn't help a bit in the office why does she wants her children to wake up so early in the morning to go to work in the office? i feel so.. urgh!!





have you guys ever heard this? "if you're bad to your parents, next time when you grow up, your children why treat you back the same way too." i accept the fact that i'm not a very good daughter, and always do stuff that i'm not suppose to do, eg, talk back to my parents and etc. according to the sentence that i said just now, does that means that my parents are not such a good son and daughter either when they're young? since they have kids like me who are so UNGOOD?



isn't this just revenge? if we're bad to your parents, our children will treat us bad too? revenge isn't? all of this is just because of revenge! which means if i have kids, my kids will do all the things that i've done to my parents to me, and me as a parents at the time, will do the same thing that my parents are doing right now? i'm not sure. no one knows what will happen tomorrow.




i know i've been saying that i want to be a mother in the recent post, but now i've changed my mind. i don't want to be a mother already, i don wan my poor kids to suffer all this. i know i wont be a good mother. so why not i don have kids and so my kids won't suffer all those suffering? haha. don't know la. i think i have nothing else more to say.



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