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i want to get drink till drunk, be really rich, do bungee jumping, torture the maids, get double eye-lids, remove hairs in between my eye brows permanently, marry a rich husband whom i love and he loves me more, get a flip phone although i still love my n80, be able to travel around the world aleast 3 times a year. i want my honeymoon in either tahiti or dubai, if my future husband wants it to be in dubai, i want to stay in burj al arab hotel, thank you, paris or italy is not a bad idea too. *wink wink* can have a happy life, make sure my family are living happily too. have kids, loads of kids, good looking kids, since i'm so rich i can have as many kids as i want. try on a kimono, get to 飚车 during midnight, get to go home late! have sleepovers, have sex to see if it really feels that good, have a sport car, have a big house with a no maids at all, only part time maids since my house is so big, i might die if i finish cleaning the whole house, do facial twice a month to make sure my skins are sparkly clean and shiny(not oily okay!), get to buy clothes not only before CNY arrives, be smart, be deaf sometimes when stupids are talking, oh.. i forgot i'm so rich i can hire other maids who is 1000 times better than the stupids. i've always think that i'll be blind some day because i can recognize voices easily at times, especially when i hear the radio i know who's singing altho i've never hear that song but make sure i hear his/her voices before lah. people who are blind can regconize voices better, isn't? want people to listen to me because i'm not always wrong, i have my clever times too okay? i wanted to faint too, dont ask why, i just want to know how it feels like when one faint. be famous, everyone knows me but i might not know them. HAHA. have all the accessories that i like, be a DJ, have a mature voice, everytime i call the radio station, the DJ would ask how old am i because of my voice. -__- there's nothing wrong with my voice okay, i love my voice. be a detective, lawyer since i always talk back with almost everyone and i think talking back makes a good lawyer. have a stable income. i want a jeans bag too, i saw one the other day it's so nice but i couldn't find it on the internet. :( design my own accessories, have "9d" as my own brand. everyone would want to be like me, envy me, it's time that people is jealous of me instead of the other way round. i want to be so sexy that i can 杀死 all the males. have a gun, pistol i don't want those long hunter ugly guns. short ones are cooler. have my own hair stylist so i can have good looking hair style that suits me of course. have the plant, that plant that i saw below happi's tuition place but i don't know what's the plant name. boohoo. i just want it! go to gym everyday so i can get rid of all my fats. have ** 172 as my license plate. own a rabbit and a playful but not as playful as gucci kind of dog but i still like gucci tho i don't even play with her. write a diary, at least 1. i've always write for a few days and threw the whole book away when i was younger. be more decisive. have a cactus plantation, i have no idea whhy but i think cactus are cool. the boyfriend gave me my very first cactus that looks exactly the same now as the first time i got it which is 2 years ago. get to play piano very smoothly, read notes faster, i dont actually read the notes but i was scolded by my teacher and so i have no choice but to learn to read the notes now. i want to dance too, i want to learn ballroom dancing, sexy dances and etc. i want to be a model too. *walk walk walk pose wave~* haha. day dreaming. have an orphanage. learn to bake, i love baking. baking for my love ones.. i wanna go disco tho i know im not that kind of dancing people but i love places that's very 热闹. have a very romantic wedding. i want someone who can listen to me talking when i feel like talking. i want to cry. i want to have great pictures of me, myself! cuz i don't really looks nice in pictures, even in real life. :( i love eye make up, my eyes hurt whenever i put on the double eyelid stickers, that's why i don look good on eye make up cuz i don have double eye lids! not fair. i like drawing too but i cant really draw a decent pic of anything. *frown* i wan to pierce my ears again, i want more holds. it's gonna be so cool but for sure it'll hurt. i want to get a tattoo too which hurts much more than having my ear pierce. so mission cancelled for the tattoo, my dad allows me to have my ears pierce, then i'll be having 3 holes in 1 ear and 1 on the other. so cool, isn't? i want to have my own room, my own big room. i don want to have pimple! i want to go clubbing. i wan to have 脚踝. i want to have bigger eyes, mine is small compare to people with big eyes but big compare to people with small eyes. i want to have tarot cards. i want to go 算命, i want people to tell me what kind of people i am because i want to know what they think of me plus im not very sure what kind of people i am either. i wan to have a picnic at the green green field, flying kites, starring at the clouds, feel the wind blows.. i want to have a good parents in-law, tvs are always showing evil parents in-law especially mother in-law.. i want to laugh so happily. i wan to climb trees. i want to have my own tree house. i want to own a horse too. i want to dye my hair, my parent dont allow me to dye. :( have a medical check up. i dont want to have air sick. i want to go to 虎豹别墅, singapore again. i want to go to thailand, manila, kl and bali island. things are cheap in these countries. i want to have lots of friends. i want to learn "deep"/pro english vocabulary. i want to have great smiles. i want to sew. i like miniature stuffs, i want a mini jackpot machine thingy, mini 挟娃娃机器 which is to 挟糖果 instead of 娃娃 and etc. i want to know whether santa clause really exist. i want to know whether i'll be going to hell or heaven when i die, or they don't even exist either? i wan to go to brunei museum, i love going there, it's somehow scary in there in the brunei tradition kind of room, i love 刺激, surprises. i want to see ghosts. i want to spend my money without worrying how much i have left. i want to know my favourite colour because i don't have a particular one. i want to play squash and badminton. if i get to choose how i'd like to die, i want a method that can make me die without feeling any pain. i want to have new bras and panties, my bras are out of shape and some of my panties are loose. i want to have a ds/psp tho i don't really play with them a lot maybe it's because i dont have one! i want to see shooting stars. i want my parents to be proud of me. i want to wear 小佯装 , DIY something, ride on a roller coaster, bake & eat fruit tarts, learn to swim, have long eye lashes, use masscara, do not have air sick, have soft hair, see and fell snow, skinny waist, arms, legs and everything, i want to have smaller feet, mine is huge! i want to watch late night movies, have skin like snow white, read a good book, have an attic in my future house, coloured lens spectacles, i want to sleep easily, i want people to tell me they love me tru a hand written love letter, i want to receive flowers everyday, long finger nails, flawless complexion, go to a circus. i want to watch shutter, the scary thai ghost movie. i want to learn roller blading too.