today is the last day of 2008 and 2009 will arrive in just a few hours. i've been celebrating new year's eve every year except for this year. so we'll be stuck at home, count down ourself and go to bed. actually, i was asked to go to karen's place tonight but i chose to stay at home with my family. :) anyway, i don't feel anything special about the arrival of 2009. i'm not happy nor angry about it, i guess im just so so with it lor. i was thinking about something last night..
if you were give a chance to choose how you want to die, which one will you choose?
isn't it good? we get to choose what kind of method to die. as for me, i've thought of some very beautiful dying scene. i would roll down from a hill in slow motion so i can feel the wind blowing my hair, feel the heat of the ground and just when you think that it's so beautiful, poor judy get hit by a lorry. blood spreading all over the place, the killer calls 911 but when 911 arrive, judy left..
so what do you think about my way of dying? let me know yours too, if you have one. :) oh ya, i would like to die immediately so that i don't have to suffer any pain. sometimes i really feel like dying, if i die i'd like to find out whether i'll go to hell or heaven, is hell really made of 18 floor as we chinese used to say 十八层地狱, do i get to meet god, if i'm going to heaven, will i be able to look down and see what's everyone doing and mayb if i go to hell, everytime i look up i might see something not really nice. HAHA.
new year is just in a few hours. i wonder what my friends will be doing there.. i chose to stay with my parents because i'm afraid to ask them whether i can go or not. haha. i have to 鼓起很大的勇气 to ask them whether i can go or not and the answer is more or less always the same.. NO! i don't like feeling disappointed so i might as well don't ask and stay at home, that way i wont feel disappointed.
i didn't join them (my friends) during xmas eve, 放飞机 during the ''ketchup" session and i'm not going tonight again. i bet they wont ask me out anymore if i continue not going out with them. haha. 你们敢?! =P
this is gonna be my last post for 2008 and it's so not interesting. omg! i dont have any interesting to share only some not really intereting way of dying that i want.
i've been watching 幸福的抉择 these days. it's so nice, when i say nice i mean the main characters, the movie is not that bad either. 命中注定我爱你 is my very first movie that i finish watching using youtube and 幸福的抉择 might be the second unless it gets really boring in the next few episodes. i'm currently watching episode 07. really nice. go watch.
i'll be going for a jog with happi later, we've been jogging for 4 times this week but why is my weight still the same? haha. it's because i walk instead of jog, i'm gonna really do some jogging later. oh, i did bake the fudge brownies that i mentioned in the previous post and it's a big failure. the bottom was burnt but luckily it taste okay but after we left it overnight it taste weird. it's all the oven's fault! :( i'm gonna cook some jelly later too.
p/s: next post might be about my favourite colour. i think i like green but i don't know. stay tune for the next post to know my favourite colours. notice that the word colour is with S.
goodbye and HAPPY NEW YEAR!! see you guys next year which is very soon. XD